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Since late afternoon yesterday Tatiana has been feeling wiped put, she has like chronic fatigue syndrome and a headache that started this afternoon and nausea. She is feeling gross and tired and achy, has not brushed her teeth or washed her face or pampered her eye lashes with Latisse since Saturday night. Seksi!
She wanted to work yesterday and today, that was her determined plan but is not feeling well enough to and now she has anxiety and guilt over missing work. Fun.
Tomorrow is the official Summer Solstice and Tatiana does not want to work. She rather spend Solstice flying around on her broom, talking to animals, dance around a midsommarstång, make a wreath and pick seven different kind of flowers and dream of her future husband......or wife......?
Isn't that what everybody does on Solstice?
About work.......not much to report besides that some girl that is not happy with Tatiana being in "her" club is back. Somebody overheard her complaining over Tatiana's presence.......like "why is she here?". The girl is ok looking, not bad, not a head turner but cute. She is really rude (stage hogging with her feet up on the stage when Tatiana is up, totally lame), jealous much maybe? Kind of funny to see girls being insecure.
A new girl told Tatiana that she admires the way Tatiana respects herself and her body when she dances. ? And that she feels she can't do that, in order to make money. Sad but true. Tatiana did not have any response to that because unfortunately lot's of girls think like that and therefore they destroy the business for everybody, including themselves but they do not see the bigger picture in that.
You all that read this blog know that Tatiana rather go home with no money than compromise what she is about. She walked away from a few dances this weekend because somebody thought they were going to be able to paw all over her, no way, that is NOT going to happen. Please!
And certain girls do not want to follow Tatiana on stage (according to the dj, because "she is a goddess"). Sheess! Whatever. Can't help the way I look. It's all natural baby!
There was one girl at The Bush that a lot of girls did not like to follow either, Alyssa. Tatiana admits that Alyssa was stunning. Not only that, she did all kinds of splits on stage too. So Tatiana can understand the feeling. But everybody is different. Alyssa for example was beautiful but in a very fake way, no body fat what so ever, the boobs and the lips and whatever else she had done and Tatiana never saw her smile. But she was beautiful, Tatiana told her to send her pictures to Playboy, she would be in the mag in a second.
Anyhow. Chhaya needs to pee and then Tatiana is taking a bath and brushing her teeth. The Latisse bottle is almost empty, Tatiana thinks it works but not super noticeable.....one or two more bottles would probably be needed but Tatiana is leaning towards not bothering with it anymore.
But for you that have sparse lashes/brows, even patches of missing hair on your head. Look into Latisse.

Chhaya is enjoying herself in Alaska. I am stalking her out like a wildlife photographer from National Geographic to get a good picture.
Today it got sunny and warm enough so I could lay out and tan, I only tan 20 minutes on each side cause I am kind of pale, don't want to burn.
Feeling lazy, had a pastries and ice cream kind of day.
Chhaya might get a bath tonight.

Tatiana and Chhaya woke up to an earthquake, the whole bedroom shook. Tatiana got up right away and put on her Victorias Secret capri sweats, in case of another earthquake happens, she is not going to run out of the house naked. No free show here!
It's actually nice out! Not warm but nice, blue skies. Tatiana is taking Chhaya on a long walk. HAPPY !

Today is just milky gray skies as far as the eye can see, windy and rain showers. It's also chilly, Tatiana feels cold when outside.
Therefore, Angelica is in Miami right now, scouting out a modest 2 bedroom, 2 bath house for us. With a yard for the puppies.
Tatiana is going to Miami. Yeayyyyy, FUN!!! Packing everything and leaving. OR???!
She can put her cute bikinis and Havaianas to good use there.


She also found the cutest olive green, wooden block heel Miu Miu sandals and some nice Miu Miu sunglasses that would look great on her.
YOU GET!!!! NOW!!!!!




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Since Tatiana was up so early this morning she is already super tired and ready for bed and it's not even that late yet. Only Midnight.
But Tatiana is going to listen to her body and go to sleep but first she is going to drink an iced tea. And maybe read a little.
Today was great, Tatiana got lots done and her mood was very happy.
Good Night!

Tatiana has a new boyfriend and he wants Tatiana all to himself.
He is very cute, loves giving kisses and cuddling. His name is Booger.
Tatiana met him at work, it was love at first sight.
The other night when Tatiana was on stage to S&M by Rihanna, Booger decided to make their relationship official. He walked up behind some guys that were entranced by Tatiana (of course) and lifted his leg and peed on their jackets. He basically marked his territory. Tatiana thought it was sweet, no one has ever done that to express their love for her before. You should try it, it might work for you too!
Tatiana cuddled with him all night after that. But she also told him that he has to curb his jealousy. Dating a dancer and being jealous does not work. Booger totally understands. Besides, he is dating all the other girls in the club too. As long as Tatiana is his number one girl, she is content.