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Happy Valentines Day everybody!
Many hugs!
Tatiana is at Borders, waiting for Angelica, they are going on a little sightseeing trip. Perfect day out.

So here are some pictures of Luxury, so you can see that Tatiana wasn't exaggerating when she was saying how pretty this girl is. Actually, pretty does not cut it, beautiful, perfect and graceful. Not only is she beautiful, she is very nice and super smart. She is also a fitness model. Her body is in top shape. Makes Tatiana feel motivated to go to the gym.
Tatiana told Luxury last night at work that it so nice to work with a girl that not only is beautiful but also carries herself so nicely. Tatiana wishes more girls could act this way, classy.
Just finished lunch, now Chhaya needs some attention. It is a beautiful day out.

Tatiana loves sandwiches and coffee! And pastries. This is her favorite time of day, when she is enjoying her food........bliss! Tatiana is having lunch at something called "Roasted Espresso & Subs".
So, she just read that Mubarak resigned. Tatiana thinks that the Egyptian people showed some remarkable spirit and it is important that people all over take notice and remember that change is possible, even a change that involves taking down a regime. Revolutions are cool. Tatiana wonders if that could ever happen here or are Americans too content with their every day life of comfort?
Tatiana likes anarchy. Not that there is anarchy in Egypt, especially now when the military is ruling.
But Tatiana hopes that the Muslim Brotherhood or whatever they call themselves won't get the power there. They are scary. Not enough forward thinking. They need a modern leader, because Egypt needs to represent the Muslim World with a good example, forwards not backwards.
Tatiana just came across this quote "no one is free who works for a living". Do you agree? Tatiana does. We are all slaves in one way or another.
Well, Tatiana is going to take Chhaya for a nice walk in the sunshine now.

Back in November when Tatiana was in Colorado working at this club, she "fell in love" and "proposed" to a girl called Luxury that was working at the same club. Luxury lives in Salt Lake City and is really, really pretty. Well, tonight when Tatiana got to work she got a pleasant surprise because Luxury is back, for the weekend. So, now Tatiana can rest her eyes on something truly pretty, Luxury is also really good on stage, she can do some great pole work. Totally controlled and very nice. Some girls just climb the pole and kind of jerk around and Tatiana does not think that looks too good.
Another good thing that happened is that the girl with the abusive boyfriend supposedly dumped him. He is actually in jail. Good. The girl said tonight that it really helped and motivated her when the other girls had a talk with her the other night regarding her situation.
Tatiana hopes that she stays strong and positive and that she doesn't allow that jerk back in her life.
Well, Tatiana is going to shower now and watch some tv and go to sleep. She is going to the gym tomorrow morning and then she is trying out some coffee and sandwich place she hasn't been to before.
Goodnight!

Last night while Tatiana was in the dressing room touching up on her pink MAC lip gloss, a girl that she works with came out of the bathroom, crying.
Of course, the other girls that were in the dressing room asked her what was wrong. Tatiana did not pay much attention to the usual drama, until she heard this......."I only made $ 70 tonight and because of that I will get my ass beat when I get home".
This made Tatiana react. WTF!? Tatiana and the other girls gathered around the crying girl, trying to talk some sense into her. Trying. With not much success.
This girl is also a MOM, she has at least two kids, maybe more (Tatiana is not sure exactly how many). And she drinks every night that she works, she gets drunk, Tatiana also heard that she might have a problem with prescription pills, if this wasn't enough, she also is managing to keep a "boyfriend" that beats her if she comes home with an amount that is not satisfactory to him. Can you people that read this believe this shit?
It's one thing if you are dumb enough to be in a bad relationship for a while, we all make mistakes and hopefully learn something from them so we do not go down that road again. But when you are a MOM, you have your children to think about first. Number one, you should definitely not get drunk every night, ease up on the drugs and not be in a violent relationship. Priorities baby!
Ooooh, if Tatiana was with a guy that would beat her......well that pretty little Glock she has would come into very good use, let's just say that.
The girl basically said that she is scared to go home with $ 70. That means that this guy she is with, beats her on a regular basis.
If you are together with somebody and you have an argument and things get heated once or twice due to tempers flaring. Ok, that can be overlooked, if it doesn't go too far that is. But if you are in a relationship that is violent on a regular basis, then you need to get out, asap. NOT ok.
And if you have children, your number one responsibility is to provide the children with a safe, calm, positive home environment. NO excuses!
Tatiana has been watching lots of tv the last couple of weeks in the afternoon, not much else to do when you are away from home. And there is an awful lot of domestic violence going on. Some crazy Mom just shot her two teenagers, some other Mom in Anchorage fed her adopted child hot sauce and threw him into a cold shower as a way of punishing him, a toddler found dead in a canal, men killing their wives. What the hell is going on?
Tatiana has always said, having children is not something everybody should participate in. Just because you can have kids does not mean that you should.
Please, do the world a favor and refrain from reproducing if you can' be a good parent. Rule of thumb, if you can't take care of yourself, then you will most likely not be able to take care of a baby. A child will not solve your problems, your life will become even more complicated when you decide to become a parent.
Why do people not get this?
Tatiana could have a few kids by now. But she does not want to. By choice.
When she sees girls like this one at work, she does not feel sorry for them, she feels sorry for their children, the children that have to live in a bad home environment, they are the one's suffering, they did not ask to get born. This girl does not HAVE to be with this asshole that beats her, no man is that great that you need to be with him if he beats you. She is the one that decides to get drunk every night. She doesn't have to. It's a choice.
It is totally possible to work 100 % sober, Tatiana does. And btw, last night there was a very annoying man, in his 40's that could not for his life understand why Tatiana did not want to order a drink or a beer when he offered to buy her one. Why? Why, don't you drink, why? Like he was just so annoying about it. Tatiana just walked off, she has no patience with idiots.
Tatiana is not in there to develop a drinking habit, she is in there to make money. And also Tatiana rather be sober and stay beautiful then to be drunk and look like a prune later on in life. Drunk girls are embarrassing. Drunk guys are annoying, Tatiana can't stand them.
There is more than one girl in this club with a drinking and/or drug problem. Some girls are constantly running in an out of the bathroom. Either they have to pee really bad all the time, or they have constant diarrhea or they like to snort something.
Tatiana thinks that a club should not employ girls with obvious drinking or drug problems. These girls are a bad representation of the club. It looks SO bad. In the end they will only cause problems. They usually don't care how they make their money, as long as they make some. So, they will do whatever to make it. And that creates issues for the other girls that stick to the rules and then it creates problems for the club. Not good.
Tatiana is surprised that club management doesn't realize this. Are they blind? Or just greedy? If Tatiana had a club, she would not hire trashy girls. Bleh.

Also, right now Tatiana is not taking any request for boyfriend candidates. Unless your name is Keoki Franconi or Chester Bennington. Tatiana will make exceptions for these two. Or Rihanna and Ellen DeGeneres.
So don't even ask. Nothing personal, but Tatiana is busy, she does not have the time.

Did Tatiana mention that she is away from Vegas right NOW?
Well, Tatiana was in Elko but that is sooooo last week. Right now Tatiana is back in Colorado, since a few days now. Where in Colorado exactly, Tatiana is going to reveal at the end of her stay. More details and a review of the club will be posted for all the strippers that read this, so maybe you can try the club out for yourselves.
It's been COLD here. Brrrrrrrrr! Tatiana had to go to REI and get a jacket, it's dark pink, and she had to get a pair of purple suede gloves.
So, Tatiana couldn't decide on those Ugg's that she was contemplating of buying a while back, she could not decide on what color, she could not decide if she really wanted them. Well, she thinks that she has probably made up her mind and that she wants the Triple Bailey Button's Crushed Violet. Somebody should get them for Tatiana so she doesn't have to herself! What a great idea! Size 8.
Besides that, when you are on the road working......the days and nights pretty much look the same. Wake up around noon, take Chhaya out, go somewhere to eat a large meal, stock up on iced teas at the grocery store, take Chhaya for a long walk, get back to the room, shower, get ready, take Chhaya out for a quick pee, drive to work, work, drive back to the room, take Chhaya out, shower, read, sleep. That's pretty much life in a nut shell. Exciting stuff!
Tatiana is going to squeeze in a few fun activities here and there while in Colorado.
In April she might MAYBE go to NYC for a few days and meet up with her friend Rose-Marie that will be there. Today Tatiana told Rose-Marie about the bed bug problem that has been going on there. Yucky.
Well, Tatiana has to go, Chhaya needs attention.