Welcome to Chaos !!

Tatiana went skiing at Alyeska yesterday, finally, after thinking about it long enough. It was great. Yesterday was the last date of night skiing and Tatiana did not want to miss out on that. Alyeska will be open a few more weeks before the season is over. Tatiana might go again, she promised herself that she will ski more, instead of just think about it. Because then she will just regret that she didn't go more often, cause it is really lots of fun to ski. She should apply that philosophy to all aspects of her life actually. Do instead of think.
Today Tatiana is doing laundry and catching up on things.

...........recent pictures of Tatiana, these were taken last December, on Tatiana's birthday actually, nice birthday memory! The location is Kincaid Park, Anchorage and Tatiana wouldn't be looking this beautiful without the supertalented photographer Mick Cukurs.
Chhaya as always, is perfect.










VERY NICE!!!

These were taken when Tatiana was in Vegas last. Tatiana wouldn't look this gorgeous without the super talented photographer Marcos Rivera.







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Ok, so now the dummy Jesse James, some LAME guy that got known for some tv show called "Monster Garage" and that's more known for being married to Sandra Bullock came out apologizing profusely because he supposedly cheated on her. Well, Sandra moved out from the lovey, happy household. He is sorry. Whatever. He is probably sorry that he is going to lose his movie star wife and status, that's what he is sorry about.
Tatiana doesn't really care about him BUT this is what's bugging her........ Jesse has a daughter, Sunny, with his ex wife Janine Lindemulder. Him and Sandra don't want Janine to have custody or shared custody of Sunny, remember Janine is the birth mother, not Sandra, that btw does not have children of her own. They claim Janine is an unfit mother due to that she used to be a porn film actress/star, actually she is Tatianas favorite porn actress. VERY YUMMY! Tatiana bought one porn movie in her life, one of Janines, she is HOTTTTT!!! Way cuter than Sandra, she is just a plain lady Tatiana thinks. So they have been bashing Janine in court, saying that she is an unfit mom and bla bla bla, Janine has been very nice throughout the process, only saying positive things about Sandra. Sandra and Jesse have been talking about their oh so wonderful marriage, they are such a great couple, right? And now this! LOL. So if their marriage was so perfect like they were busy pretending, why was he cheating? Hello?! Supposedly this has been going on for a while too. He cheated with some rather ugly, raunchy chick, full of tattoos, a big tattoo on her forehead. Janine has tattoos too. But she is good looking compared to this thing he cheated on his wife with. Jesse obviously has a penchant for the "bad girl" type, not "the girl next door".
And if he was so concerned with Janine being an unfit mother, he should have used his scrawny little brain and thought about this before they made a baby together. He was also married to Janine and left her when she was PREGNANT, for Sandra, supposedly. What a nice guy! Janine also did some jail time for tax evasion, whatever......the IRS should dig into Jesses money affairs. Air his dirty laundry.
Tatiana thinks that Jesse is a loser, Sandra is no good either, this is what she gets. Go Janine! And hopefully, in the end, the kids involved in this mess will all come out ok.
You want to read more about this?
http://sandrarose.com/2010/03/18/sandra-bullocks-husband-cheated-on-her-with-this/

Tatiana broke down and joined a gym the other day. She has not been to one to work out since October of last year, that is also when she stepped on a scale last......So yesterday Tatiana worked out and stepped on the scale......WTF!? The scale was showing frightening numbers! Maybe there was something wrong with the scale, cause Tatiana did NOT like what she saw! Late night, after work coffees with half and half and sugar and chips are from now NOT happening anymore. Tatiana is wishfully blaming some of the pounds on bloating and water retention since she also started her period yesterday.
She is going to weigh herself again next week. Hopefully the results will be better.
Besides this, it is a cold and gloomy day. No fun. Tatiana has a cold and a belly ache, she does not want to go to work at all but she is going to anyways.

Tatiana remembers when she was little, she used to think coffee seemed so gross. Now she really likes it, coffee doesn't give her energy, she can drink a mug or two right before bed and go to sleep with no problem. Tatiana likes the way coffee beans smell and then she likes the taste, she needs lots of sugar and half and half, maybe some vanilla flavor a and whipped cream too.
Here is Tatiana drinking coffee.