Welcome to Chaos !!

So there is a new flu strain going around called the "Swine Flu". People have already died from it. Tatiana doesn't know what to think, there was a lot of talk about the "Bird Flu" a while back but it didn't seem so bad.
Granted, the flu has taken many lives in the past, like the "Spanish Flu" pandemic in 1918 - thought to have been responsible for about 50 - 100 million deaths. That's staggering!
Tatiana is going to up her hand washing routine as a measure of prevention. Maybe eat some raw garlic once a week. That will be popular with the guys getting dances, at least they will know that Tatiana is disease free but kind of stinky.
Tatiana is happy her routine doesn't involve taking money with her mouth or putting her dirty fingers in her mouth, gross. Tatiana likes it nice and clean.
Now go wash you hands, yes YOU!

Intimates, another word for underwear.........
This evening Tatiana had a photo shoot, wearing just her intimates. And tomorrow there's another photo shoot, requiring a make up application at the MAC counter. Hopefully they will do a good job. Tatiana can do her own make up but whatever.
Tatiana is gathering material, meaning photos, for a project she has in mind. Yes, you will know about this project when it is ready, don't worry!
So what kind of intimates does Tatiana like? Lately she has been favoring Hanky Panty and Honey Dew panties, very cute. Very feminine, soft, you know.
But Tatiana also loooooves latex, Torture Garden style, YUM. Torture Garden is a fetish club in London, very very cool stuff! Check it out! If you dare......

http://www.torturegarden.com/
Good rave outfit http://www.house-of-harlot.com/shop/product.php?productid=16290&cat=271&page=3

Earlier today Tatiana had a pedicure. It was time to change nail polish. No more platinum grey, now it's PINK, what else?

Tatiana is also exited that "Daisy Of Love" started at VH1 today, Tatiana danced with Daisy at Shotgun Willies in Denver, now Daisy has her own show, she is supercute. Yeay! There were three Swedish guys on her show, triplets - really cute too! They are called "Snake Of Eden", a glam rock band. They are the next big thing Tatiana thinks.

Another beautiful day today, perfect for pink flip flops! Tatiana loves pink and HELLO KITTY.......amongst other things.
Today we had another get together, Tatiana, Kennedy, Ireland , Natasha and Autumn. We went to Cafe Croissant for lunch and coffee with lots of cream.
It's always fun and we usually laugh a lot and discuss different things, everyone sharing a piece of their mind.

Today we talked about the hiring of "not so attractive" girls at the club. Tatiana does not think that a stripclub club should hire everything that shuffles in with a g string and a pair of heels, ready to get naked. She thinks that there are five girls or so that are not so attractive at the club, that shouldn't be there. Or go to a different club. Is that mean?
But at the same time. What's attractive? Like we say in Sweden........"Smaken ar som baken - delad". The best translation to that is, "taste is like the butt - divided". It makes perfect sense to us Swedes. We say it all the time.
Kennedy does not agree with Tatiana on this, she thinks that we should have compassion and let anyone dance. Tatiana fully believes in compassion too, that's why she has been driving around town, looking for that bum that needed gloves, she has the gloves but the bum is nowhere to be found.
Tatiana thinks that there should be some standard though. We all have different views of what we find attractive. Some like thin, harbodied girls, some like more curvy, some like blondes, some like dark, some like natural and some like enhanced. That's great. We have all kinds of girls working at The Bush, most of them pretty. It wouldn't be fun if all girls looked the same. But in Tatiana opinion, a club starts going downhill when there are too many sloppy, nasty girls working. And that applies to attitude too.
For example, last Summer we had two girls from Vegas working, cute. But one of them had a really bad attitude, she would do two dances and charge for four. And demand the money, when guys would protest she would threaten them and most guys just pay to avoid the confrontation. That's mean and wrong. If someone has an encounter with a dancer like that, chances are that they won't return to the club and the nice girls will end up with less money because of that. Tatiana would never cheat someone on money, that goes against her principles. It's just wrong. Do unto others........
That's an example of an attitude that shouldn't be ok in the club. Tatiana is nice to everyone UNLESS they do something stupid, then she will put them in their place, better believe it. You can't come in there an act like an ass. The higher class on the dancers the better the clientele Tatiana thinks, or that might just be wishful thinking........
You don't want to go in to the club and get nightmares afterwards, due to the visuals. It shouldn't be a freakshow.
But Tatiana doesn't want to be shallow and mean either and decide on what's attractive or not. But she thinks that a dancer should kind of "fit the profile" and be somewhat attractive, taking care of herself and act classy.
Tatiana has worked with girls in the past that had really bad hygiene, imagine getting a dance and get nauseated from some girls BO. Gross.
Or imagine going to a club where the girls are just really nasty acting, not a good experience.
But if you take the time to look you can find something attractive in all of us. Sigh........Tatiana knows that.
You don't have to share opinions all the time with your friends. It's good to talk about things, you learn from each other.

After lunch we went to the womens show at The Sullivan Arena, a bunch of exhibitions and booths with products and information. We had fun.
Tatiana is tempted to inject botox in her forehead. So far, nothing has been altered. Besides Tatiana state of mind on different occasions.

Then we parted ways. Tatiana got some pastries and some movies for tonight. Then she went home to Chhaya.

Tatiana is still looking for Santa to come early this year.
Her beloved painting is up for grabs again at e bay. Don't wait anymore!

Here is it......YOU GET! : )
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=150339805457&ssPageName=ADME:B:SS:US:1123

XOXO

The winter was long and dark. There were some weeks in January that were very cold. But still, it was manageable, Tatiana is officially an Alaska sourdough now! Meaning, someone that stayed up here a winter. It wasn't THAT bad. If Tatiana had been living in Fairbanks, it would had been a different story, it get's really cold there, how do people live in Fairanks during the winter Tatiana wonders........?
But now Spring is here, Tatiana went out in her pink Havaianas flip flops today, she wears flip flops every day when it's warmer out. Last week Tatiana was still bundled up in her big down jacket and now she wears a hoodie and flip flops.
This is great! Tatiana is looking forward to Spring and Summer! She is prepared for another snowfall, just Winter saying bye....but Spring is here now.

Tatiana had two days off from work. Really, she was supposed to be working but some days are just bleh.......you know?
Not in the mood to be social, not in the mood to be on display, feeling bloated, that time of the month. Not the best time for entertaining others.
Also the last day or so it's been gloomy out, dark, coldish, muddy.
Tatiana had to take care of certain things but besides the absolute necessary, time was spent resting, reading and doing as little as possible.
Actually, a job Tatiana wishes she had sometimes, is professional sleeper. Like a person trying out different beds, to see if they are comfy to sleep in. Tatiana loves to sleep, she thoroughly enjoys it. If Chhaya is laying in the bed with her it's even better. And a good book and a few entertaining magazines within reach. Wonderful.
But after a few days of feeling bleeeh, Tatiana woke up to a bright, beautiful, sunny and fresh Spring day today. And things were great. No more bleh!
A song that comes in mind is "Tomorrow" from the musical Annie, perfect song.