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For an entry fee of $ 150 you can win a beautiful, huge house in California for Tatiana, she NEEDS, or yourself!
Just go to http://www.tracyhomegiveaway.com/ to see how you can put Tatiana in the house she should be in. : )
Of course, if you win this house for Tatiana she can probably have you stay in one of the rooms, if you don't smoke any cigarettes in the house that is.
Tatiana would enjoy life, rescue animals and travel. You could do the same!

This could all be reality. It actually happened to some people already!
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/29376784/
DANVILLE, Calif. - Susan Wells was thrilled to learn she'd won a $2 million house in a raffle days after her husband had been laid off from his job.
"I'm floored," said Wells, who bought the ticket as a surprise to celebrate the couple's 16th anniversary. "I can't believe this has happened. Needless to say, my husband is very surprised."

If you want to read the full story go to the link Tatiana provided.
Yes, Tatiana needs house in California. You win!

Being a dancer aka stripper comes with many stigmas. We are all crazy, drug addicted, alcoholics, dumb, flaky, egoistic, users, sexually dysfunctional, money hungry........did I forget something here?
I mean, yes, I try to do as many dances as I can when I am at work. HELLO, I have to PAY TO WORK THERE! Do you know anyone else that has to pay to work? We pay quite a hefty amount actually! Do you go into your job and pay out of your own pocket to be there? No, I didn't think so! So before I make anything for myself, I am paying the club.
But I make my money in an honest way, not by ripping people off, I ask nicely after every dance if you need another. I don't force myself on people. Honey, I am way too pretty and proud for that.......
Should I not make lots of money if I can? Would you decline to a raise in YOUR salary if offered? I have good nights and bad nights, whatever.
I will at times sit and talk because I find you interesting, funny and there's no exchange of money.
And no, I don't drink at work, not my thing. Yes, there are girls in the club that are drunk, embarrassing and annoying, sorry if you encountered them, but not all of us are like that. I am sure there are plenty of women that drink too much that work in other professions to. And men.
I don't sit and talk to guys in exchange for tequila shots. I'd rather sit by myself. Or read in the dressing room.
I don't do dirty dances, I don't need money that bad. If you don't want a dance I won't get angry or beg you. I am not desperate, if you don't want a dance somebody else will. But my dances are great.
I will not dumb myself down in order to be more appealing, it is not my problem if you are dumb, I am not.
But remember, you are in a strip club, we will ask you for dances so don't get annoyed. It's not a bar, it is a strip club. You are in there. Duh!
Drugs? No, I would never do drugs in the club. I don't have a drugproblem with either "illegal" or doctor prescribed drugs. But I think that some drugs, if taken under certain circumstances are great. You do not have to share that opinion.
Am I only thinking about myself? Judge for yourself. This is a description of some things I did today, on my day off.
I saw a man begging for money by the side of the road, he had a cardboard sign. It said he was a vet and needed money and warm gloves. He was elderly.
I went and got him a nice pair of leather gloves with furry lining and a pair of wool socks and a big bottle of youghurt. Unfortunately he wasn't there when I went back to give this to him so I will try again tomorrow, I am positive I will find him again.
I also went and got food for the birds, it's winter and they need it.
Then I picked up garbage that people were too lazy to put in the trash, I filled up a whole grocery bag. I dislike people that litter, lazy and nasty.
I am not fishing for your "oooohs" and "aaaaahs" here. I am just making a point. This is the kind of a person I am, I love helping whoever, whatever is in need, people, animals, nature. I have always been like this and being a dancer has nothing to do with it, the dancing did not turn me into a cold hearted, calculating, self centered individual. I am who I am with or without the dancing. The dancing has opened up my eyes to some human behaviors though.
I am not saying that I go on rescue missions every day, but I do think of other things than myself.
If I had more money than I knew what to do with, I would make sure that my family and my friends didn't have to worry about stuff. And I would help others and animals. That would make me happy. I wouldn't be happy if I had a fat bank account while a good friend is struggling to pay a bill.
Gold digger? Puhleese, there are plenty of women out there that have regular jobs and they are total gold diggers.
I have a male friend in Southern CA, he complains to me that he can't find a normal woman to date because they just want him to spend money on them, right off the back. And he is not dating dancers. "Regular" women. That probably look down on dancers. LOL.
Why am I dancing? Because I can. It allows me to travel. Right now I kind of have to due to the housing market. It is a mixture of things. Sometimes I like it and have a great time, sometimes I don't.
So shut up before you judge and think you know that dancers are this or that. Yes, there are some crazy ones but I am sure you know some crazy, nasty, dishonest, awful, substance abusing etc etc people in the circles you hobnob in.
That's all of Tatianas wisdom for now. Thanks for reading. Tune in for more, because YOU NEED TATIANA!!!

Tatiana loves, in fact she is probably somewhat addicted to, Starbucks whipped creme. It's SO GOOD! You need to go to Starbucks, order a beverage and ask for a big serving of whipped creme on top. Then lick it up and enjoy!!!
For Tatianas next birthday she wants a fresh fruit cake coated with a thick layer of Starbucks whipped creme.

Went and saw "He is just not that into you". It was entertaining. What I did think about in the days following the movie was the scene in the beginning, where a little girl is playing in a sandbox. A boy around her age, walks up, kicks her sand castle that she built, pushes her and says she smells like dog poop. She gets very upset and cries. Her Mom consoles her and explains that the boy was mean because he actually really likes her. And so the life long confusion and the games begin. The Mom, imo should had said that this was NOT ok and made the boy apologize and also explained to him that behavior like that is not acceptable and why. People might think it is harmless but it is not. It can develop into something bad for both of the kids when they get older. He might think it is ok to push, shove, name call, beat women. And she might think that getting treated like that is somehow ok because he is just showing her love in his own peculiar way.
I hate games. Don't know how to participate in them. Actually I don't think I am game player at all. Saves everybody lots of time, right?
I actually came across a very good thing that came out of Paris Hiltons mouth, of all people. A reporter asked a few celebs if the ever had a "he is just not that into you" moment. And all the girls said that yes, they had moments like that. Except Paris, she said that she is the one that makes them (the guys) feel like that. And that she wants to see a sequel to the movie called "She is just not that into you". Brilliant!
I think that was great, so great that I cut it out and plastered it onto my locker at work. Women are way too often portrayed like victims. We are (supposedly) needy, whiny, clingy, we just want a commitment (from any gross zero as long as we have someone, right?) and blaaa blaaa blaaa.
I think we should focus on the strong, independent women out there and encourage girls to be like that. Girls should grow up knowing that there is more to life than getting married, squeezing out kids and taking care of them and a husband. Nothing wrong with that, if that is what you really want. I love healthy, happy, great relationships! But life has many avenues to choose from.
Have I ever "wasted" time on a guy? Yes, of course, but more than that happening....... they are just SO into me. I can't help it, they just NEED Tatiana!
I wish you all love, remember........ love comes in many shapes and forms.
Tatiana is into Chhaya and she think that Chhaya feels the same way about Tatiana.

Tatiana loves animals! They are not here to be mistreated by us. Tatiana doesn't eat much meat or fish. She doesn't really care if other people do but if we would eat less meat the world would be a better place she believes.
Right now Tatiana is sad that Travis, a chimpanzee that was living as a domesticated pet together with a woman, is dead. Travis was 15. Poor baby! And now he is dead, shot to death by the police. They really didn't have much choice, supposedly Travis went after the police after he had attacked another woman, brutally hurting her. Really sad.
This should had never happened. Monkeys, apes should not be kept as pets. They are too strong, unpredictable and usually end up being abandoned by the owner in the end because they can't care for the animal anymore. The cute little monkey will grow up and become too difficult to handle.
It is hard enough to care for a dog or a cat. How are you going to live with a 200 lbs chimp in your house?
Now a lady is left alone and sad, another injured for life and poor Travis, a beautiful animal -shot to death.
Tatiana hopes that this will never happen again!
Animals like that belong in nature. Tatiana is against zoo's too. It is cruel to keep animals locked up.
Tonight Tatiana is thinking about Travis and all animals that are sad. And the two ladies involved in this.
Good night.

http://www.greendaily.com/2009/02/18/chimp-attacks-woman-proves-again-that-wild-animals-are-not/

Last week a female suicide bomber managed to blow herself up and in the process kill about 40 people and wound about 80. Most were women and children resting en route, south of Baghdad.
How can somebody decide that strapping yourself in explosives and murdering people is a good idea and right in the name of "God"?
I hate violence like this. I can't stand people that commit acts of inexcusable violence.
Murder, rape, abuse, animal abuse........WHY?
How can a woman do this? I know I don't live there and that I am not subjected to the issues going on there but this is not solving any problems. It is just contributing to everything that's going on and totally wrong and senseless.
There's so much to be said about things like this but at the same time words are not enough. It makes me really upset, what kind of a world do we live in? What can I do? How can this end? I hate violence, war, fundamentalism.
I feel so bad for these poor people getting hurt and killed.
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