Back in April after a very heavy snowfall Tatianas car spun out and made a funny 360 and another driver hit her car. The confused police officer decided that it was Tatianas fault and gave her a fine and some points on her license. Whatever! After some brainstorming Tatiana decided to utilize her rights and go and fight for her right not to pay any fine and not to get any points. I mean, come on! I wasn't Tatianas fault that there was ice on the road!
So Tatiana was summoned to appear in court today. She wanted to make a total fashion statement so she wore her sexiest but yet innocent looking, stripper dress and lots of shiny lipgloss and some very long, seductive eyelashes. When the judge saw Tatiana and her flapping eyelashes he quickly dismissed the case and offered to take her on a vacation to Hawaii. Tatiana loves Hawaii and she is leaving next week for some fun in the sun! Yeay, it is great to be a girl!
Case dismissed!
I've been feeling a little sad today, not sure why. Everything feels so boring and so meaningless and predictable. I have some things that I need to deal with asap but I have been ignoring certain issues for weeks now. I am really good at procrastinating sometimes (a lot) though I know it's bad. Baaaad!
I really need to make some phonecalls tomorrow. Don't know why that seems so difficult to do?
Maybe I need a personal coach that can get my stuff together for me when I need to? Tatiana is now taking applications, do YOU have what it takes to be her personal coach? Send her your resume!
Felt much better after I went for a long walk and jog with Chhaya. Now I am back home and thinking about ice cream though I already had a berry cobbler with vanilla ice cream today.
If you want to make Tatiana feel better, take her out for a vanilla latte and some pastries!
There's one thing I am looking forward to, the Mamma Mia movie/musical, playing now. Of course I love ABBA, I grew up singing their songs. Is there anyone from Sweden that doesn't love ABBA?
Ok, I still have to brush Chhayas teeth before I go to sleep.
And I got a new face cream today that I will try out tonight. Exciting right?
Had a fun day today. Went Alaska sightseeing.....out to Hatcher Pass and Summit Lake and around that area. There's definitely more you can see in Alaska than Tatiana parading around at The Bush Company! Yes, really! For example, nature! Today I saw breathtaking landscape, lakes, beaver dams, a mad Alpaca, rainbows, rain and sunshine, a 72 year old English tourist that almost rolled down a hill with his car, the sun setting, what a day!
I do have a cold coming on though but that's ok. Kind of tired, it's late.
Need to mention that my latest song obsession is "I kissed a girl" by Katy Perry, cute!
Good Night!
.....in the tabloids right now are Lindsey Lohan and Samantha Ronson! Sam just took Lindsey on a shopping spree and gave her a Cartier Love bracelet.....awwwwww..... I would take Sam in a heartbeat too! She is cute and she is a dj, what could be better? Lindsey is a lucky girl!
Actually I had a run in with Sams brother Mark Ronson a few years back. That was when me and Julia would prowl around Crazy Horse Too as The Fargosisters. I think it was rather late and kind of empty in the club. Me and Julia were praying to the Baby Jesus that luck would change and we would run in to somebody that would donate some money to us in exchange for some prime Fargosisters grinding and funbag slapping.
Well indeed...there was Mark sitting by himself. He wanted to go in to the VIP. We had the best time with him and on top of being nice he is really, really cute! Me and Julia both wanted to marry him right then and there and though he probably wanted that too he was being very faithful and respectful to his girlfriend that was back in New York. I wonder if he is still with her? If not, I need!
Mark said he would always remember the time he spent with us because most of all it was FUN! As most experiences with The Fargosisters.
Me and Julia saved Marks plastic waterbottle and empty pack of cigarettes as a memory of him.........
Mariah Carey says that she is eternally 12 and I have to say that I totally identify with that statement...... It really is about how young you feel. I still love pink, Hello Kitty, raves, mermaids and faeries and I don't see that changing anytime soon.
When I get myself involved with adult "responsibility" issues I usually regret it. Being all grown up and serious is just not me.
So in case you wonder I am between 12 and 20.
I was outside about one hour ago and sprawled across the sky was a big beautiful, colorful rainbow with another smaller one beside it. Breathtaking! Maybe it meant something special? I think it did. It had a positive message for me. I am feeling happy now though I felt a little sad throughout the day today.
My plans for next week are work a lot, have fun with Chhaya and go to the gym.
For those that have not noticed......Julia does not write on this blog anymore, she hasn't for a while. So all blogs are written by Tatiana unless it specifies something different.....
Ciao for now!
So exactly one week ago now I was dancing somewhere at the Coliseum in Los Angeles to some great HOUSE music. And now I am back in Anchorage....
I have rave depression.......meaning I want to be back in Rave Land - badly. : (
The party was fantastic, so many people were there, watch it on YouTube if you are curios.
And I put together a great outfit. About a month ago I tore out a page of some fashion mag that showed a really cute white top with a smiley face on it (Acid House style) from Miss Sixty, one of my fave stores. So when I arrived in LA I went to Miss Sixty and found that top, lucky!!! I paired it up with my Diesel jeans and a yellow, studded, thin belt I found at Stash in Vegas and some appropriate Hello Kitty decorations.
If I was in Vegas I would go to at least two more raves this summer. But since I am in Anchorage my next one will be Monster Massive, I will probably be back in Vegas by then....maybe.....
Rave depression is factual, I feel so sad that it is OVER, it should last at least two days - so people have enough.
I really want to go to "Lighting In A Bottle" and "Burning Man" too next year. And all my regular raves of course........ : )
I made a friend at work, her name is Kennedy and she is very nice. Today we went and saw Sex And The City.
A while back, years ago, I had a little ritual for a while. Get the Sex episodes on dvd, sit ant home with yummy food, curl up on a couch and marathon watch.
I liked the movie. It made me want to go back to New York City, and stay there for a while. Twice before I went to NY for work and it was great, just being there made me feel alive. That energy people mention when they talk about NY, it is real.
As far as the movie. I totally agree with the whole wedding hoopla scenario. I have never harbored a dream of that perfect day, with that perfect white dress, and that sparkling diamond ring. I don't think a wedding is necessary to have a committed relationship with somebody. I mean, how many guys do I meet at work with ring on their finger that would cheat on the drop of a hat. A few too many...... But maybe they have an open marriage? I don't know.
I'd rather go on a trip around the world with my guy, explore other countries and make beautiful memories. A diamond ring is just a waste of money and no real indication of true love. Women have been brain washed since a young age to buy into all of this, because it's all about spending, spending, spending.
Having somebody, a partner in life's ups and downs is a beautiful thing. But it is just as important to be happy and fulfilled alone. Alone is not negative. Great friends enrich life. All kinds of things do, like a dog (Chhaya). Finding that special someone is a bonus.
After waking up I decided I needed to go and be in nature today and breathe some fresh air. So me and Chhaya hiked up to flattop today, a mountain on the outskirts of Anchorage. The view was spectacular and it was a pretty intense hike that took my breath away a few times. Might do it again next week. I need to be outside, away from the city every so often so I can keep my sanity. There can only be so much of Bush Company noise I can take weekly.
That noise needs to be balanced out with peace and quiet and nature.
There are studies made that suggest (very accurately I, myself believe) that the growing disconnection between humans and nature is an increasingly serious social problem.
And from time to time I need my housemusic, otherwise I go totally crazy, dancing is my therapy.......
~T~
.....and it is still rather light outside. I love it, the looooong days are great and beautiful. I left work early tonight because it was boring and dragging on and when I drove home it was almost still daylight though it was 11 45 pm. It is awesome!
Good news for me, I got "promoted". Meaning I can come in at 6 pm now instead of 4 pm and that makes a huge difference because now I will have more time to actually do something in the daytime. Besides wake up, walk Chhaya, shave (sometimes, he he) and then grab something to eat on my way to work. It leaves me no time to breathe and relax with a schedule like that. So I am happy with the "promotion". LOL. Stripper promotion. What's next?
So I am just watching tv, just ate, will go to sleep soon. I will try to force myself to go jogging tomorrow because I feel a little chunky. I haven't been to the gym since I left Vegas. And as you should know by now, I do not believe in diets......I rather exercise.
Sooooo..........Good Night!
~T~
YEEEAAAAAAAYYYYYY!!!
I got a plane ticket to LA beacuse I am going to one of my fave raves/parties later this month, Electric Daisy Carnival. I have been going for years and didn't want to miss out on a fabulous time. I NEED to show off my fabulous self also!
While in LA I will do some fun shopping at Melrose, Fred Segal and Kitson, they might have something I like. A quick stop in Vegas might happen too.
I am SO EXCITE over the rave! (Excite is pronounced Borat style btw).
If you are curious about Electric Daisy Carnival go to www.angeladam.com, enter and scroll down the page a little for 2007's party. There's even a pic of Tatiana (and Julia) inside the "Part Three: Night 01" folder. ENJOY!!!
Or to see the offical site of the party go to www.electricdaisycarnival.com
On a totally different note....there was a really bad accident outside The Bush last night. A man got run over by a car. Critical condition, yes it was horrible. I really hope he will be ok, been thinking about him. : (
Makes you stop and realize again, how fragile and precious life is. We/I tend to forget about that......
~ Many Tatiana hugs to all of you! ~
So a couple of years ago I made the huge mistake, I now know that, and bought a condo in Las Vegas. Bad, bad idea......! The condo is now worth substantially less than what I bought it for, I now have what they call "an upside down loan". I even have an ARM! Yeay, I am so lucky.
It will take forever for the condo to appreciate so I can sell it for what I bought it for, meaning no profit at all. I just want to get rid of it, it is a headache, a brick around my neck.
When I got it I knew several people that had bought a house or a condo and were then sitting back, watching their property appreciate. So I thought I would "be smart" and stop "throwing away money by renting". HA! I sooooooo wish I was renting and saving all the money I feel I am throwing away on this stupid deal.
I also dealt with a shady lender, this too I figured out afterwards, introduced to my little condo buying deal by my real estate agent that I thought was looking out for my best interest. This is called "predatory lending" I now know. It is funny how you learn things afterwards. And it is also funny that there are so many dishonest people/creeps out there, just conducting their business.
This whole homeownership deal that they call "The American Dream" became my "American Nightmare".
So what now? Foreclosure.....? What do you think? Any advice? Tatiana NEEDS your assistance!
BTW do you need to be reminded that YOU NEED TATIANA?!!
So I watched JUNO on SnowSnow (my new MacBook) last night. I read Diablo Codys book, "Candy Girl, A Year In The Life Of An Unlikely Stripper", a while back. But it has taken me longer to see JUNO, though it's been out a while now, I know, I know......
So, I think JUNO was a really good movie, the acting excellent and a good storyline, interesting music too. I think it is a great movie for teenagers, parents etc.
Regarding Diablo Cody, she is definitely doing many things right, I admire her so far. "Candy Girl" was ok, entertaining, I am sure I can come out with something just as good. The difference is that Diablo did it, I am still only in the thinking stages of making it happen.
So, I recommend that you watch JUNO too, and read "Candy Girl" if you want some insight in the life of a dancer......until you will be able to read Tatianas novel that is........!
Hugs, Tatiana
I am a very happy owner of a MacBook laptop! It is supercute and I named it SnowSnow.
Yeay! I have a laptop now!
~ T ~
Tatiana thought that you all need to know that she is experiencing a bad razorburn. Down there. You know, around THE VAGINE. It is very nice! HIGH FIVE!
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