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Lately

Here are some pictures to describe what I have been up to lately.
I went back to the beer spa, Hop In the Spa in Sisters. And I probably won't go back again because now I have been there three times and that is enough for me. There are other places to explore.....The last time I went I brought two beers with me for fun. A Polish beer and a German beer (the beers represent the ancestry of me and my BF), the beers were not that tasty so we took a few sips and poured out the rest into the tubs where it mixed with the hops.



I sat by this fire pit a few weeks ago, the same evening that people celebrate Valborg (Walpurgis Night) in Sweden. Good timing!



I planted some lettuce. It's growing a bit (I think), I definitely do not have a green thumb.





I came across this sign going out to Smith Rock and thought it was great.



Refreshments and Pippi.



My latest tea.



Pretty colors at a Farmers Market.



I went to the Bipartisan Cafe in Portland. Super happy to be there by the way.....



Of course we had some pie.



Rhododendron.



Chhaya met a bobcat.



That is Mount Hood in the background.



Drove up to Timberline Lodge which is located kind of halfway up Mount Hood. I need to go back to Timberline Lodge - a very nice historical place plus I want to meet the Saint Bernards they have there. Skiing there would be amazing too.



Snow in May.



Pretty pics of beautiful Chhaya.





Mother's Day just passed.....Happy Mother's Day to all the Moms out there!



Right now I am on location somewhere along the Oregon coast since a couple days, I will enjoy it to the fullest with Chhaya for a few more days.....We both love it here.




Macadamia Milk

Today I brought in my own milk to the coffeeshop. I am trying to drink less cow's milk because I care about the cows. I don't like soy, hemp and almond milk. But this macadamia milk is good. Used in a latte it made the espresso stand out more, tasted stronger. I am a vegetarian but not a vegan but I am trying to decrease the animal products when I can.



Savage X Fenty

My girlfriend Rihanna that I have ❤️loved for years because she is PERFECT released a lingerie line, Savage X Fenty. The site is down due to heavy traffic, everybody wants to see it. Me too! I want some Savage X stuff to wear! It has already received lots of praise due to the diversity of sizes and models used in the campaign.
Last year Rihanna released a makeup line called Fenty Beauty which got awarded "Invention of the Year" by Time magazine and a beauty award as well.
I LOVE Rihanna, she is gorgeous and has an attitude like she doesn't give a fuck (in a good way).
Some recent stuff she said, "As women, we’re looked at as the needy ones, the naggy ones, the ones who are going to be heartbroken in a relationship. 'Savage' is just the reverse. And you know, guys don’t like getting the cards flipped on them -- ever." So true. More Rihanna for everybody!
So I got this pic from Rihanna's Instagram, she is such a beautiful girl. OMG, I wish I could meet her. I don't have Instagram because I like to write. But I do look at two girl's Instagram on a regular basis and they are the only two that I find interesting. Rihanna (badgalriri) and Yolandi Vi$$er (prawn_star). They are original, different and walk their own way. I like women like that.



savagex.com


Outside

I have been outside a lot lately. Oregon is a nature paradise with lush green healthy forests, waterfalls and great hikes all over the place.
Me and Senna on the River Walk close to my house.



Tumalo Falls.





Some other hike we did.....



Went back to the Blue Pool. There was so much water coming into the pool, an actual waterfall so we couldn't hike down there.....going again in a few months.





I love lush forest, this is where trolls and faeries live.







And yesterday we went to Smith Rock.
Me & Chhaya ❤️



And here I am with Senna.



I want to go up and around the whole thing, I think it is 6 or 7 miles. Hopefully soon on a slightly cloudy day, it has definitely warmed up around here.





Pink Moon

There is a full moon tonight and it is called the Pink Moon. Of course I wanted to see the moon rise, especially since it is a Pink Moon and all. And yes, I know it isn't actually pink. And I wanted a picture with the moon rising behind me and me wearing pink stuff so I was prepared.....and excited to watch the full moon come up from behind the mountains.



The moon rise was scheduled for 7 53 pm and I waited and waited, at 8 20 I reluctantly gave up, it was too cloudy this evening and we drove home.



Chhaya got a lick of my edamame today.



There are a couple of more things that I have to mention. Larry Harvey passed away yesterday, Larry was the founder of Burning Man. I can say this....Burning Man is one of the best "things" (for a lack of a better word) I have ever attended. So THANK YOU Larry for everything that you did.
And ABBA decided to record music again after 35 years. Whaaaat? So supposedly they already wrote two songs and they will perform the new material at the end of this year as ABBA avatars. I am not sure what that means but I do know that I love ABBA and I am sure that whatever they do will be amazing.


The Forest Feast

I got a cookbook..... The Forest Feast by Erin Gleeson. Desi was very excited over this cookbook and her excitement was contagious so I got it too. And this is the first dish that I made, an asparagus tart and it turned out delicious. All the recipes are vegetarian.





I am actually looking forward to making something else. I do cook....once in a while.
Today me and Chhaya watched the sunset. My baby is so beautiful.



Then I spent the rest of the evening on the couch, drinking tea, eating cookies, reading and listening to music. With Chhaya sleeping next to me.




Birthday

Yesterday it was Desi's birthday and we went to TeaBuzz for some afternoon tea.
Because that is what ladies do.





I had the Lady Grey.





Our group with the birthday girl in the middle.



So Joanna that owns and runs TeaBuzz (she is great) went to Tokyo last weekend and while there she and her husband met up with my brother. Isn't that so cool?! Joanna thought we were twins when she saw him. :-)
I need to go and visit my brother in Tokyo......

Lost & Found

So at the club there is a lost & found bin in a corner. I actually emptied it out last night and rummaged through it because I am missing some pink leggings......yeah I am annoyed over this fact. That I am missing a pair of leggings that is.
In the bin I discovered a lot of interesting items and quickly made it into a comedy show for anyone that happened to be around. First of all a bunch of used and discarded make up, most of it I threw away but there was a rather new eye shadow palette by Urban Decay, one of those Naked ones if you know what I mean. I have one of those and I would not leave that behind. So that one went back in the bin. Mainly the lost & found bin had many pairs of high heels, a pair of boots and underwear.....some visibly worn. Used heels and panties = yummy!
I decided that this bin will be for rent on a weekly basis. I think $150/week is a reasonable price to be able to play with a make up palette, many pairs of shoes and worn panties. Ad on Craigslist about renting this treasure coming soon.



I also found these pills. Decided not to experiment and try any myself. Found a buyer that got all 10 for $50. Great success!



And then look at this find! A Coach bag, I named it "Assault Bag".....perfect for those evenings when people are just sitting around staring at us and not tipping. I will parade around reminding them where they are at with a swift slap across their backs with the Assault Bag. Helloooooo.......you are NOT at home now, half a sleep in front of the TV. Participate by opening up your wallet or go home. Thank You.



Do you have a lost & found at your job? Used panties and shoes in it too or mainly other stuff?
And before anyone reading this thinks that I actually sold those pills for $50. Of course I didn't. I did the right thing and gave them to management. I am funny but I am not stupid.

Facebook And Social Media

From yahoo.com today, "On Tuesday and Wednesday, the Facebook co-founder and CEO will testify before the Senate Judiciary Committee and the Senate Committee on Commerce, Science and Transportation, and later he'll appear before the House Energy and Commerce Committee. This comes after weeks of uncertainty over whether Zuckerberg would agree to meet with lawmakers following the Cambridge Analytica (CA) scandal, which may have exposed the private information of up to 87 million users."





I am not sure how to feel about this. And I am not sure that I comprehend what really happened with the sharing of information.
But a former Facebook executive, Chamath Palihapitiya, said this about the company he once worked for, "The short-term, dopamine-driven feedback loops that we have created are destroying how society works. No civil discourse, no cooperation, misinformation, mistruth.”

https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2017/dec/11/facebook-former-executive-ripping-society-apart

I have Facebook but my group of contacts or as we know it "friends" is rather small. I am not sure what Facebook could had gathered from me besides a lot of pics of me and Chhaya, me posting about my political views and opinions on animal cruelty and pictures from places I went to and with whom. As of today I have 57 friends. And almost all of them I know IN REAL LIFE. Two are cousins in Poland, that I have never met on my Dad's side that I connected with and exchanged a few messages back and forth with about family related stuff. One is a guy I really don't know but I have communicated with him about important Burning Man stuff that relates to me and my interests. The rest are friends and family. And it is more convenient and cheaper to PM my family and friends in Sweden instead of writing letters, emails or calling.
I call my Mom and brother through Facebook for free, in the past I spent a lot on long distance calls. But I do not have random friends and I am also like that in real life, I don't like loose and fake connections. I do not believe for a second that the people with several hundreds or thousands of friends on Facebook know all those people in reality or have even met all of them, regardless of what they claim. I can see the benefits of having that many contacts on Facebook if you are a professional in some field where networking is important (like real estate, designer, photographer/artist or DJing come to mind) but other than that.....no. Not for me.
I know someone with 5000 friends (I think that is the limit), the famous Sarah Jane aka WonderHussy and through her network I was able to rent a car for several months from a private person instead of using a car rental place, so that worked out great. She also helped me out with some other things through her network of people. She also promotes herself on Facebook so I guess all those connections work in her favor. Besides my meager 57 friends (does this mean that nobody likes me??!! boooohooooo) I am also part of two Burning Man communities and two dog related groups on Facebook, the latter have been very informative and helpful. So I can totally see the benefits of Facebook but I am also aware of the fake lives some people pretend to have on social media. And that I don't particularly like.
The perfect relationship or #GOALS when in reality the relationship sucks really bad.
Your significant other abuses you verbally and/or physically but on Facebook you have the perfect relationship and many likes, because likes are important. It is embarrassing to live a lie like that. Plus who really looks at a complete strangers couple pics and thinks "goals"? I can see immature kids doing that maybe but an adult? I hope not.
Or distorting/filtering your face until you look nothing like what you do in reality. Do I put up a pic of me that makes me look in my eyes ugly or a pic where I look normal or pretty?
Of course I pick the one where I look "pretty", I am not going to pretend that I don't but I would hope you would still recognize me if you saw me out. Perhaps not when I wear my hair in the bun I fell asleep with last night and my glasses on but with my hair loose or braided and my face washed and contact lenses in. I pretty much look rather disheveled during the day anyways. Because I don't care, I am not trying to impress any men out there.



I would be lucky if 57 people came to my birthday party.





Although I genuinely enjoy taking pictures. Before Facebook and all other social media I loved taking photos (both me being in front of the camera and behind it) and I really like photography. I have several very thought out photo albums, unfortunately many of them went missing (stolen), which still to this day makes me sad.



I think this is true for some people......







The internet has been of great benefit to me. I real A LOT. I love absorbing news, information and facts, so many subjects are interesting to me but I think that social media and the disconnection especially the younger generation, today's teens, is experiencing, the lack of REAL eye to eye communication is damaging and I think we see this development when kids go to school and shoot people. Even when adults go on that shooting rampage that is so common here in the US. There is a major disconnection and desensitization happening and that is very bad. Society in many ways is sick.
Here is an interesting article that touches the subject.
"Social media led to numerous instances of cyberbullying and sexual harassment, and several students said it had contributed to their depression."
""The kinds of challenges that I experienced in high school along with my peers are now 24/7 issues because of technology, computers, cellphones, and social media," Shane Feldman, an undercover student who graduated from high school in 2012, told Business Insider. "There's no real escape."

http://www.businessinsider.com/undercover-high-teenagers-2018-4

Also young girls feel, due to social media, very insecure about their appearances. And turn to surgery to fix whatever they feel makes them imperfect. Those ass pics on Instagram that women put up.....everyone's behind can look plump and great if you just take the picture from the right angle, have good light and pump your behind out and arch your back.
Trust me, I can put up two pics of my butt, one where it looks like Instagram #GOALS and another where it doesn't look appealing at all, according to social media. Plus it makes me feel uneasy that girls need that much attention focused on tits and ass ONLY, fishing for comments, likes and approval from mostly strangers that are male that really do not care anything about the girl behind that image, they only want to have sex and more pics of your body parts.
Having said that, I can't be a hypocrite. I too have pics of my body parts (butt & boobs) on this blog and even a full nude or two but the latter were the results of photoshoots and I feel that the pics are both beautiful and tasteful and not at all intended for getting random dudes interested in me. I feel that there is beauty and art in the naked body but there is a fine line and also a line in the eyes of the observer to what is artistic and what is pure objectification.
The butt & boob pics can be explained to my reality as a dancer, this is normal to me and I am surrounded by women in various stages of undress and the pics were perhaps put up in relation to a blog entry but I am sure some made no sense at all.....kind of cringe worthy probably. LOL. Although I do see the beauty in nudity and form.
Besides if you have been reading my blog for a while, there is much more here than butt and boobs.

https://www.independent.co.uk/news/health/labiaplasty-vagina-surgery-cosmetic-procedure-plastic-study-international-society-aesthetic-plastic-a7837181.html

Oh and Tinder.....fast consumerism of human beings. Not for me. But I understand that people want a connection and for some a connection for an evening is better than no connection at all. And there are those who have found love or at least a relationship, however long it lasted, on Tinder. So that is good.
But yes, in Japan especially younger people are not interested in real love, they instead fall "in love" with a meme or a game character. I don't get that. Again, the disconnection. There is a difference between wanting to be left alone and have some quality alone time and being disconnected from society. I don't think the latter is good for your mental well being.
Unless you are a true hermit, a Buddhist monk or a person searching for an enlightenment of some sort.



Every time I take that first sip of my hopefully well brewed latte, I am grateful and enjoy the moment.



I have wondered this many times. And I still wonder sometimes.



Today's latte with a pretty heart on top. I sent this pic to two friends that comforted me yesterday when I was sad and upset. Yes, I have those days. Like a good part of 2016 I was sad and upset. But I am so over that sadness. But I encounter situations where I need to talk to somebody and get their input and somebody that is there, listening and caring. It is nice to have friends.



All the pictures for this entry (except the latte pic) come from the March/April 2018 issue of Adbusters. A rather good issue this time, I am sending one copy to a friend in CA.

Easter

Did you have a nice Easter? Perhaps you don't celebrate Easter? I did more of a "traditional" Easter growing up with coloring eggs, decorating the house and my Mom would make certain food. This year me and Chhaya spent Easter at the Oregon coast. Went back to the beach house and had some very nice and relaxing days.....
My little Easter bunny and her eggs.



I am an Easter bunny too!





I drank tea every day....this has been my fave tea for months now.



I made apple pie. I covered the sliced apples with a top layer of crust that I poured caramel on which I made from scratch....it was actually really good and the crust came out scrumptious.





Lots of cuddles! And I have a new fave tv show. Tosh.0 - how funny isn't that?



The dogs were happy. Chhaya took long walks on the beach and relaxed.







Senna ran around the beach with me and played in the water.



Sea lions sun bathing in Newport. They were so fun to watch! I want Chhaya and Senna to see the sea lions next time we go. Newport is a nice little town with lots of stuff to see.



One of the many murals.



This resembles an Easter Island statue to me.



I can't wait to go back to the beach house - I love it there. Chhaya does as well. ❤️ I am so happy and grateful. Happy Easter! :-)