Welcome to Chaos !!

Drove in to town today to get some stuff that I can't live without......a latte and a chocolate covered custard filled donut. Stopped by Pye Wackets and found this perfect cup, it must have been made just for me!



I bought this faerie sleeping on a mushroom. Added her to my large collection of faeires, mermaids, mushrooms, Buddha, Kwan Yin and Ganesh statues, crystals etc that I have in between here (Kenai) and Las Vegas. When I figure out, hopefully sometimes soon, where I am settling, my future house will be decorated with all that stuff and it is going to look amaaaazing!



Then I came home, ate and mopped the floor downstairs. This Goddess likes a clean house. Cleanliness is next to Godliness after all. Right? Haven't decided if I am working tonight. Maybe.....it is Sunday and I tend to feel too lazy to work on Sundays. It's beautiful outside, me and Chhaya are going for a walk now.

I am soooooo tired from work. I know I have been saying that a lot lately, don't know what it is but I am ready to leave the club and go home by 2 am.....is this a sign of old age? I was so not in the mood to work tonight, when I got to work I had to force myself to get ready and change but I am glad I went in and stayed until 4 am, it paid off, I had a good night, people were appreciative and generous, nice!
When I came home I enjoyed a bath and let me tell you.....I am SO grateful that I have the luxury to be able to turn the faucet and fill up a tub with water, lather up my body in soap and get clean. Only a small percentage of the worlds population of 7 billion or so have access to clean water right in their houses. I can't even imagine having to walk for miles to some watering hole and then having to carry the water home. Or rinsing off in a pond somewhere.
I am soooooo grateful for my life. Even though my thighs are sore and my feet ache and are in dire need of an hour foot rub per foot. After my bath I had to make some tea and warm up some of the White Chocolate Cherry bread I got from Great Harvest Bread in Anchorage.
Now I am full and happy, about to curl up and enjoy every minute of my sleep in a comfortable bed with Chhaya next to me. Life is good. ❤

New Honey Dews tonight, blue with a darker blue lace trim and a small bow in the front.
I wanted to show you how my body chain comes together in the back, it looks very pretty but it's difficult to take a photo of by myself.







So once in a while all of us have to go on stage at once.....like a herd of sheep (BAAAAAAA) to entertain the people in the club. One of the rules in the club is NO touching other girls while on stage well, tonight many of the girls must had been tipsy and kept on grabbing each other. So the money we all got tipped while up there, instead of getting to split it, Diann (boss lady) decided that we would donate it, as a form of "punishment" And guess what, it all got donated to my spay and neuter fund, Charlie signed the check. $ 120. Not bad. 🙂
Here is Charlie with the fund jar and the check.



It's a little after 5 am and I am tired, I got up early this morning (well yesterday morning to be exact) the I drove from Anchorage to Kenai and then I worked, so I need to sleep now......

Sorry I haven't checked in for a day.....I am alive and well and I am in Anchorage, doing lots of stuff and just opened up my laptop now. It is late Thursday evening and I am heading back to Kenai at some point tomorrow.
Last night I went to The Great Alaskan Bush Company, my old stomping grounds.....I haven't been there since I left the club in July 2010. I was happy to see many familiar faces. Larry and John - two of the DJs. They are so nice. I missed Landis, the other DJ....Landis if you read this, I miss you and I hope you are well. I also ran into Johnny Johnson, a friend and a great wild life photographer.
And the girls of course. Daisy, my favorite dancer was on stage when I walked in, looking beautiful and perfect as always. Seriously Daisy is amazing, what a body and so good on stage.....WOW! Lilly, so beautiful and nice. A girl I saw for the first time, Asia put on a great show with a glittery oil that she poured all over herself. What a gorgeous girl! The one and only Onyx. The cutie Sylk. Tara that looks like she belongs on a runway doing a fashion show. I miss the girls.....sometimes I do miss working there, it could be fun but I don't know if I want to go back. Everybody that I talked to asked me if I am coming back.
And they also thought I looked so blonde (!?) skinny and pretty. Isabelle said that she didn't remember me wearing any make up when I worked there, although I did, the same style as now. LOL! I look the same to me.....that's how it is sometimes when you haven't seen a person for a while, you kind of forget what they look like. Anyways, I had a great time last night, I have to pay the club another visit soon.

I finally paid a visit to Nikiski pool today.....Swam some laps, tried the water slide and jumped off the trampoline. I should swim more often, I like it. It is relaxing and soothing. Afterwards I felt tired and took a nap when I got home and now it is almost time to start getting ready for work. I want to retire! No more work!

It is still raining here......I just want a little sliver of sunshine....a few hours in the afternoon to lay out and soak it up.
I stayed home last night, me and Angelica rented some movies.



The original Evil Dead scared me so much when I first watched it, I was a teenager then. I still have flashbacks to certain parts that scared me. This new one was too bloody. Like blood shooting out of body parts....it was entertaining (kind of) but not scary. Then perhaps things don't scare me to the same effect now. I got hardened by life....HA! I LOVE haunted houses, Halloween is my favorite holiday.
I am at Coffee Roasters (of course). A hot vanilla latte tastes extra good on a rainy day.



I remembered something today. An ex boyfriend in Sweden. I was young and "in love".
We were actually together for a few years and then I got tired of him and broke up. He was sad for years afterwards. Good!
But I remember one evening in his room, he held up a record cover, if I remember it right it was Pebbles, if anybody recalls her, she did a song called Girlfriend , I like that song, I have it on my iPod.....great message to all girls out there. He held up the record and said something to the style of that she was so hot and why didn't I look like that? He also watched porn and made some suggestions about some sexual things he wanted me to do. I was not ok with that and the porn made me feel insecure, sad and jealous. Well, I grew up, matured and learned a lot since then. I have enough confidence in myself and who I am to give it away to hundreds of other girls and still have enough left over for myself.
Like Pebbles sang...."there's other fish in the sea."