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Entries from May 2012

Monday, May 28. 2012

Tired

There is no place like home! Got back from my camping trip today, one day earlier than I had initially planned. But that's ok.
I am super tired, laying in bed listening to Coast To Coast. I always listen to Coast when camping and also at home once in a while, it's a four hour long radio talk show on AM radio. I have been a listener since 2004. It's a really interesting and entertaining show, great for curious night owls like me. They talk about all kinds of subjects - UFO's, MIB, politics, the Illuminati, ghosts, vampires, conspiracy theories - super interesting and executed in an intelligent way. Really makes me think sometimes, even though I suspect that I am a sleeping human zombie, far from being enlightened unfortunately.
I will put up some pics from my camping tomorrow. I suspect some of my reader are out in nature too, away from their computers because my reader statistic is cut in half since Friday.
One of the first thing I did when I got home was to take a long bath, I had to wash away the grime and soak my achy bones......really. Ouch.....!
Let me tell you, I am extremely grateful for running hot water.


Then I got a craving for ice cream, I found this one recently and it is very addicting. I am warning you! But since I eat the whole pint and usually add some whipped cream to the bowl, I consume about 1000 cal in one sitting. No wonder my pants are feeling tight around my thighs, running 3.something miles once or twice a week won't help that......maybe limiting my ice cream intake to twice a month instead of twice a week would.


Anyways, I am shutting down my laptop for the night. About to curl up and slowly go to sleep with Coast in my ear.

Saturday, May 26. 2012

Going Camping

I am taking Chhaya and going camping. So no blogging until I'm back, somehow you will have to survive without me for a few days.......
If the weather will be too bad, like too rainy and/or cold I will return home early to the warmth of my bed.





Friday, May 25. 2012

Sugar Daddy

Tatiana is back home and in bed, it's like four in the morning. Work was awful but whatever. Tatiana ate two bananas and some really good oatmeal as soon as she got home, her stomach needed some food.
Sugar daddies.......any thoughts on that? Maybe Tatiana had a sugar daddy or has one right now? But Tatiana is way too tired to discuss that subject at this early hour. You will have to check back for a possible entry about that another time.
Right now.......good night everybody, Tatiana is laying in bed, L'Occitane night creme slathered on her face, beauty sleep is awaiting......!

Tonight's attire.




Thursday, May 24. 2012

Bill and his new interns



Here is Bill Clinton surrounded by his lovely new interns. The ladies have great skills in........the bedroom.
Really, it is a pic that raised some discussions because it is Bill at some fundraiser in Monaco and the ladies are supposedly porn stars. I have no clue to who they are. I am only familiar with Janine, Kobe Tai, Jenna and Sasha Grey. I am not sure what function the ladies had at the fundraiser, maybe they are involved in some charities or something? Arm candy?
But anyways, I do not think it is a big deal that Bill took this pic. There is nothing wrong with doing porn IF that is what you want. I am against any type of forced porn, or prostitution involving pimps or trafficking. If these ladies are ok with it then I do not care. I also think that girls should wait until they are in their 20's to do porn to make sure they are mature enough to make a decision like that. Me, I can only be intimate with somebody I am in some form of a relationship with. But that's me.
I am sure that there are plenty of people out there that think I am a nasty slut and of questionable character because I strip for a living. And that's ok, they don't know me personally. At least I am making an honest living and I do it as classy and nice as I can. You do not have to hustle or be vulgar while stripping.
Sometimes I wonder about people that are involved in politics and banking, many of them make millions by scamming others and have no qualms about it.
I like Bill, he seems like a fun guy. But I love his wife Hillary. I do not agree with what he did with Monica back in the day, what I don't agree with is the cheating. That he had sex in the Oval Office and got caught lying to the public does not bother me. We get fed lies everyday by the government. From what they tell us to what they put in the proceessed food available for us the consumers in the stores, gas prices, taxes and the list goes on.
I actually think it is more shocking that Kim Kardashian attended the White House Correspondents' dinner than Bill posing with some porn stars. To me, Kim is trashy and fake. She got famous for having sex on camera. So she is no better than anyone else doing porn. She seems plain dumb too and way too self involved for my taste.
As far as Bill and Hillary go, they have their own adult relationship and every couple has their own rules and agreements. But to me, Hillary is one sharp lady. I would love to meet her one day for some afternoon tea.
And yes, sometimes I wonder if women and society as a whole would be better off without porn, lingerie ads and strip clubs. Because I am a feminist too and I wonder if this hurts women ulimately. But I can only speak for myself. I do not think that I am compromising myself, neither am I ashamed over what I do, nor am I hurting anyone. Would I recommend stripping to girls? Hmmmmmm.......probably not. And that it because it is a dead end job, meaning it leads to nowhere profesionally. There is no job security. No chance of advancement, no 401 K plan and such. I think many clubs take advantage of the dancers with outrageous house fees, fines for ridiculous stuff etc. On the other hand, there are many other jobs that people do that don't lead anywhere either. And I do not think that a degree from some college means that you are an intelligent peson. I've met many idiots that held degrees. In conversations with them or by observing them I have been amazed at their stupidity.
In the end, I guess happiness is what matters. And that means differents things for us all.

Well, it is cold and cloudy out. I might go camping this weekend so I hope the sun comes out. My plans for today.......get off the couch and go get my latte. Mmmmm yummy.......latte's makes me happy. Take my girl out.....she makes me so, so very happy. Go running. Go to work. Count my money....... ;-)


So Sweet!

I found this super sweet email this morning. What a nice start on my day!

"I love your blog and I just love you because your a revolutionary to me! I would like an address to send you a care package of some of My fave products and such! I just wanna repay you because alot of times your blog hits a spot that I am in at the time. I just cant tell u enough how much I appreciate who u are as a person. You have your own logical opinions, and your not afraid to be yourself and I just really really respect that!"

Thank You Jenna! I am happy and flattered that you like my blog. Sometimes people don't take time out of their day to say or do something nice for somebody else. So that meant a lot to me.........!
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Typical Day

This was my day yesterday.......a typical day here in Kenai for me.
I took off to get some food and do some errands. You need a car if you live here. It's not New York where you can run to the subway and get around like that, which I love btw. I think the subway is great.


I like to get my pastries from a place called The Moose Is Loose. I have a craving for something sweet everyday.


And then I got a sandwich from Odie's Deli. Sandwiches are the perfect food. I get the veggie sandwich with cheddar cheese.


I prefer to get my latte from Kaladi or Coffe Roasters.


Then I drove home and Chhaya got some bones to gnaw on.


While Chhaya was busy with her bones, I ate, read and relaxed outside on the grass. It was a nice and sunny day.


Chhaya enjoyed her day too.


Then I cuddled with my Chhaya for a while. She gets like 100 kisses a day at least. I chased her around the lawn and we went looking for her squirrel friend. Later on I got ready and went to work.


And how was your day?