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Yet another Happy Thanksgiving........

Hope you'll have a great one! A warm one. Full of good feelings.
Tatiana is hopefully going to eat something yummy, she is craving mashed potatoes, yams, green beans and a delicious dessert. As far as the turkey goes - no turkey, let the turkeys alone on Thanksgiving is Tatianas philosophy.
And on Thanksgiving evening Tatiana will be at work. Supposedly many people will want to give her thanks so she decided to honor their wishes and go to work.
Enjoy your day! HUGS!


Lyrics

Tatiana just got home from work, she is watching VH1, music videos are on, Tatiana loves music videos - she would watch them for hours at an end in Sweden.
This song by MUSE called "Uprising" caught her ear tonight, good song and really good, important lyrics. Sign of the times. Does Tatiana think of The Government, Big Brother, controlling us, the people? Yes, she does. It's scary. Revolution might be necessary one day. Tatiana believes in peace and that good and love will prevail but sometimes she wonders if that really is possible.
Here's the song and the lyrics. What do YOU think?

Besides this........Tatiana think she has the flu. Yeay! NOT. It came on quickly at work tonight, typical flu symptoms. Tatiana was so ecstatic over this she had a 5 minute good cry at work. Not on stage, in the dressing room. She was already sad over a bunch of stuff and now she has to be sick too and she does not want to miss out on work. Hence the crying.

Here are the lyrics to "Uprising" by MUSE.

The paranoia is in bloom, the PR
The transmissions will resume
They’ll try to push drugs
Keep us all dumbed down and hope that
We will never see the truth around
(So come on!)

Another promise, another scene, another
A package not to keep us trapped in greed
With all the green belts wrapped around our minds
And endless red tape to keep the truth confined
(So come on!)

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

Interchanging mind control
Come let the revolution take its toll if you could
Flick the switch and open your third eye, you’d see that
We should never be afraid to die
(So come on!)

Rise up and take the power back, it’s time that
The fat cats had a heart attack, you know that
Their time is coming to an end
We have to unify and watch our flag ascend

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious




Dark thoughts

Tatiana has not contributed much to her blog lately. She always have much to say, many things on her mind, bursting with opinions but sometimes the mood is not there to write things down.
Lately Tatiana has been feeling somewhat down, thinking about her life, the mistakes she made, the consequences, why she is where she is, where she is going, how to deal with life when it is not going right, just difficult thoughts that are not always the easiest to deal with and process.
So Tatianas inspiration to writing blogs has not really been there.
It's just a little too much right now. Tatiana might pack up and go to Las Vegas for a while. Something she rather not deal with, the packing, the traveling, it is just annoying. But she needs to figure out what to do with her place in Las Vegas, the place that unfortunately is more of a headache than something positive. And then she will need to return to Alaska, because working in the clubs in Vegas seems like a no good solution.
Her town home in Vegas was supposed to be a positive addition to her life but with the housing situation looking very bleak still, this purchase is one of the worst things Tatiana ever did for herself. She was hoping for liberation within reach when she got it, instead it is a prison with no end in sight.
Christmas, birthday and New Years around the corner, these events usually bring out many thoughts and emotions in Tatiana and people in general she suspects.
This year there are too many overwhelming events and feelings taking place, Tatiana doesn't know where to start. She wants to remember all her friends and people that have showed her kindness and animals in need and people in need. But this time she just doesn't know if she can do it.
But tomorrow is a new day, the only way to go is forward - even when it is hard. Life is not waiting. Tatiana must deal with her stuff, no one else will, we all have much to deal with. Hopefully next blog will be a little more cheerful.
Hope you are all doing well. Many hugs, T.



Night Owl

Tatiana got home from work a while back, she loves staying up at night. So that's why she is not sleeping yet. She has always been more of a night person than a morning person, if she really has to she can be up early and be efficient but she much rather get busy at night. She gets energized at night. Like a vampire. Speaking of vampires....."New Moon" is coming out in eight days..........Tatiana is going to drag Kennedy to the movies and squeal when Edward shows up on screen.
Work has been pretty fun this week, that's always a good thing. It would be even better if Bill Gates would come in and decide that Tatiana is his dream girl, then he could come in like twice a month and be very generous. Bill is generous, he constantly gives to charities, all he needs to do now is to discover that giving to Tatiana would be like the best thing he has ever done, even better that coming up with Microsoft. Tatiana likes Bill, he seems very nice actually.......and he is kind of cute too. Tatiana is wondering when their paths will cross?
After writing this Tatiana is in the mood to wax her legs. No sleeping yet. The waxing only takes about ten minutes anyways.
What else? Oh, that song "In For The Kill" Tatianas latest favorite song by La Roux.......well it was played inside the main area at Monster Massive, a remix of the original, Tatiana had a feeling she would hear it that night. Tatiana has a really good ear for music. She loves that song, she is going to order the album so she can listen to it in the car.
Last week while in Las Vegas Tatiana met up with Julia. That was very DA NANG! They had cupcakes and chai and talked.
The roads in Anchorage are super icy, some roads look like glass, Tatiana almost spun out a few times driving, even though she is being really careful. She thinks that the city needs to put sand on the roads, that's what they do in Sweden in the winter.
Tomorrow Tatiana has to do super exciting things like go to the post office and do her laundry. Vacuum. Besides eat and take Chhaya out, that's a given. Tatiana is still looking for a slave boy that can do her mundane tasks for her, the pay will be lousy as far as currency goes but instead the lucky slave can wash Tatianas delicate Hanky Panky undies by hand - that's worth more than money.
Ok, time to wax. More from Tatiana another time!





Snow Time

So it snowed Sunday night. Tatiana was expecting the snow any day. Saturday night, the night Tatiana rather had alone time than mingle time, she took a long walk with Chhaya and the smell of snow was surely hanging in the air. People were even ice skating on Westchester Lagoon.
So now it seems like the snow is here to stay. White and pretty everywhere.
Oh.....and in case you are wondering about Tatianas PMS? It's magically gone, poof! Sure, she still has her mood swings, but those are nothing compared to PMS. Mood swings make for a more interesting day, right?
So see you at The Bush!


PMS and The Bush do not go together

It's Saturday night - Tatiana usually works Saturday nights. But not tonight. Why? She has PMS short for PreMenstrual Syndrome. Basically, she is NOT in the mood to walk around The Bush in a barely there outfit, trying to engage in some kind of conversation with people she doesn't know and collect money in exchange for lap dances. Tatianas PMS symptoms usually consist of higher than usual levels of irritability. Since Tatiana is a very impatient person in general and gets annoyed rather easily with various forms of stupidity it can actually be down right dangerous for other people to encounter Tatiana in a bar environment like The Bush, which on Saturday nights is frequented by many imbeciles. Tatiana does not wish to engage with them on this particular evening. Other PMS symptoms include sensitivity to loud sounds and bloating. And unexplainable fatigue.
So Tatiana made herself and others a favor and stayed home.
If you missed out on Tatianas presence you can always try next week. She will most likely be her usual charming self.






Back in Anchorage

Tatiana is already back in Anchorage. The first thing she did was to pick up Chhaya, that is now sleeping on the couch curled up against Tatianas leg.
Soon Tatiana will go to sleep also, she is tired but she needs to take a bath first. Her suitcases are sprawled open on the floor but that will have to wait until tomorrow.
Tomorrow it is also time to get back to The Bush. Tatiana is sleepy, she wishes she could just sleep away the weekend with some occasional chocolate breaks.
It's kind of sad to be back and at the same time not. Tatiana realized the other day that life is full of good byes. She feels like she is always saying good bye to her friends either here, in Vegas, LA, or Sweden. It makes her sad. Good byes are not fun, Tatiana likes her friends too much for good byes.
She wishes that she could live close to all of them...........






Hello Kitty store

Tatiana is back in Vegas. She has been having breakfast burritos everyday. She is totally craving them.
She also had a craving to go to the Hello Kitty store, jam packed with super cute Hello Kitty stuff. Tatiana got a hoodie and some Hello Kitty dolls for herself and some friends.
Besides this, Tatiana is catching up with all of her friends in Vegas that she has missed. Tatianas social calendar is full.






IKEA

A visit to LA is not complete without a stop at IKEA for some meatballs. Tatiana does not eat meat very often but she will make an exception for IKEAs meatballs. The meatballs come with potatoes, brown sauce and lingonberries. It is SO yummy. This takes Tatiana back to childhood memories.
IKEA is great. In the dining area you are supposed to clear your own table, there's a microwawe for the convenience of the guests. If you have a baby you will get a jar of baby food for free and they have free diapers in the bathrooms, that's really nice. Also if you look in an IKEA catalog, they have men doing kitchen chores, like loading the dish washer, total equality - the way it should be.
Here's a pic of Tatianas mouth watering plate. You need to go to IKEA too!






Shopping

Tatiana spent the afternoon going to some of her favorite stores in LA, she had to see the latest cute clothes. Miss Sixty had a pair of great jeans she wants, so super cute! She found a pair of sexy, black leggings from Lindsay Lohans line, 6126 at Kitson. And a Free People tank top at Fred Segal.
Oh........and the other day in Vegas she got a pair of super hot boots at Steve Madden.
She is also curious to see the latest JUICY stuff and also the PINK stuff at Victorias Secret, Tatiana likes the Pink pajama pants.