Lindsay Lohan went to EDC, Tatiana bets she had fun. Tatiana is jealous. Next year it's the 15 th Electric Daisy Carnival, Tatiana thinks she is obligated to go.......
Lilacs are Tatianas favorite flowers. They smell so good, they smell like Summer. Tatiana likes wild flowers or potted plants, she doesn't like cut flowers that you put in a vase. She feels bad for flowers that slowly die in a vase.
Fun facts about lilacs, the flower symbolizes love and the lilac is bisexual.
Lilacs.........aren't they delicious and beautiful?
It's almost 4 am, Tatiana is home, showered and has a mud mask on her face. Just fabulous! Work was whatever.
Tatiana is wondering how EDC in LA was, it is over for tonight but tomorrow it starts all over again.
Because of EDC, Tatiana asked Landis to play David Guetta "The World Is Mine" and TV Rock "Flaunt It" tonight. Not that Tatiana doesn't play that on other nights also but tonight was special.
Oh well, there will be more raves in the future.......
Good Night!
http://www.electricdaisycarnival.com/la/
.....is going on RIGHT NOW in Los Angeles and tomorrow too. Every little cell in Tatianas body is craving to go and be a part of it. Oh, she so wishes she could be there and dance all her worries away. And have some FUUUUUNNNNN!!!!!
Instead she is here, alone and has to go to work and socialize with strangers. Ugh.....yuck.....
http://www.onlykent.com/20100625/electric-daisy-carnival-2010-los-angeles-festival-kicks-off-today/
http://toppayingideas.com/blog/2010/06/25/electric-daisy-carnival-2010-for-los-angeles-vacations/
http://www.tonic.com/article/electric-daisy-carnival-2010/
The other day Tatiana was saying that she feels like she doesn't have any real friends here in Anchorage. What she meant was that she misses the way she would socialize with her friends in Las Vegas or even in Sweden. In a totally different way. Here she meets up occasionally with one or a couple of girlfriends for lunch, maybe dinner and once in a while a hike or a movie.
In Vegas she would spend hours with her friends, not always necessary doing a whole lot besides spending time together. Talking. Eating. Reading. Walking. Planning a trip, going somewhere. Discussing stuff, even arguing at times. Going out dancing. It was just on a totally different level than here, more in depth.
Here it is nice, very on the surface, nothing too deep. Nobody seems to want to take the initiative to make plans to do stuff. Tatiana is not used to that, whereas.....she feels lonely. Of course, she is happy over the friends she has made here, they are very nice but it is not the level of friendship that she is used to or that she craves. Maybe the friends here are too busy with their lives? Tatiana is missing her friends so much that she cries sometimes.
Friends are the family we choose for ourselves.
Tatiana wonders how much longer she will be in Alaska.......actually she is hoping for not much longer......it has been nice, especially in the Summer time, love the never ending daylight, sooooo gorgeous but on many levels Tatiana is over it. You should never say never but Tatiana is thinking not too much longer......
On another note, Tatiana is feeling much better today. And yes, that is her bed and her teddy bears on the pictures. One of those teddies Tatiana had since she was like five years old, his name is MISIU.
The girlier and cuter, the better. Why grow up when you can be young forever?
Tatianas picture or rather image, can be found in the latest issue of Kurv. magazine. Issue 020, should be out now, the magazine can be found at various Barnes & Noble locations in the Lower 48.
Kurv. is an Australian fashion magazine. How did Tatiana end up in it? Well.......the photographer, Wolf189, submitted a series of images of nine different girls and Kurv. decided that they wanted to see more of Tatiana - only. They were thinking about giving her a multi page appearance, like a "story". In the end they decided against it because Tatianas outfits that she wore in the photos Wolf189 submitted to Kurv. were not high fashion enough. Kurv. likes to display high end fashion like Chanel, Gucci etc. Tatiana has nice clothes but hello, she is not exactly the Princess of Brunei (yet) and does not own any Chanel outfits.
Tatiana thinks that Kurv. should rethink this decision and give Tatiana her pages and her "story" like they were going to in the first place. If they want Tatiana clad in La Perla and Gucci, they can arrange for that. Tatiana thinks she is way cuter and way more fun than the other models in the magazine and she knows that she and Wolf189 can create many great images.
Anyhow.....here's the image in the magazine. And some other photos of Tatiana by Wolf189. Some of Tatianas favorite photos. She shamelessly admits that she is herself her biggest fan. : )
All photos Copyright by Wolf189.
Enjoy!
Tatiana has not been feeling well since Tuesday now. She thinks it is something she ate. She feels weak, a little dizzy and has a headache and stomachache. It is no fun. It is beautiful outside and she does not like to be sick when it is so pretty outside. Also she is missing work. She is hoping to be fully recovered by tomorrow, or at least to the point so she can go to work.....
Tatiana misses her friends in Vegas. She feels isolated and lonely in Alaska. I's not the same.
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Tatiana likes to hang out and do things with people, she has no one to do things with here. Only once in a while. Or maybe they just don't want to hang out with Tatiana?
At least she has Chhaya. That's a real friend. They are going for a walk now.
These are Tatianas latest panties at work, she has them in purple too. Savannah told Tatiana that the pattern is called ARGYLE, Tatiana learned something new.
Savannah is Tatianas really nice and pretty friend from work.
Tonight Tatiana is sick, she has a cold and has lost at least 50% of her voice, so she is staying home. Watching FOTBOLL (soccer), it is the World Cup and there are many cuties to look at.
In the latest issue of Rolling Stone magazine there is an article called "The Dance Takeover" featuring David Guetta, one of Tatianas favorite dj's. She plays his stuff at work, most people here in Alaska don't know what that is, they are more familiar with Metallica and AC/DC. Tatiana likes Rock too but she LOVES House and Techno. Her favorite David Guetta song is "Just A Little More Love" and she is pretty sure she already mentioned that somewhere on this blog.
That is why she goes to raves or maybe the more proper term for the events Tatiana goes to would be dance music parties, where various forms of Electronica is played. Tatiana needs to get some House to be sane.
Like Electric Daisy Carnival, also in the latest Rolling Stone. A two day party with around 100 000 people per day. Tatiana is not the only one that likes House Music it seems like.......And there is nothing like dancing to the same great beat as thousands of others, everybody in sync and happy, feeling it. It is tribal, it is inside us humans, we have been dancing to the beat since we were dancing around fires way back in the day.
Going to a bar to get drunk? No, Tatiana rather get happy at a rave. Listening to rap where some dude is talking about his ho's and cars and bling? Tatiana doesn't like when women are referred to as ho's, a flashy car is a waste of money and bling is dumb, Tatiana loves her Hello Kitty bracelets. Please don't "make it rain" it is sooooo over and take that oversized chain off, it is sooooo lame.
Tatiana does not think she will attend this years Electric Daisy, she is staying in Alaska. But there will be some other events later this year.
House Music all night long!
Whatever. We have a yearly meeting at The Bush. Good points were made. But many were overlooked.
The good points. No more walking around the club topless. THANK YOU! Tatiana has been really annoyed with this. It is the only club she has seen this to be allowed. Topless should be on stage only or during a dance. No reason to run around topless asking for dances. Especially if you are going to be turned down anyway. Some of the girls should not take their clothes off at all actually. Sorry, but fat girls should not strip, that is Tatianas opinion.
There are a few girls in the club right now that have no business stripping.
We are getting 109 girls that will come through this Summer, not all at once, spread out. Tatiana hopes that they are pretty. Quality over quantity. It is better.
There was a new one that fell down the stairs the other day, too drunk. She had a very bad attitude and a horse face, big stomach. Hopefully she will take her ugly ass back to where she came from. Bye bye!
Clean up the lap dances. PLEASE DO! Why would you let guys touch you in a NON touching club? Why? Tatiana is wondering. What is wrong with these girls? Just put the guys hands to the side, it is THAT simple. Let's see if this rule will be enforced. Tatiana really hopes it will.
Being late for stage. Just rude. Be on time. And take your name off the list if you go home early. So easy but seems to be very complicated for some. How do they function in the world on a day to day basis?
Keep good hygiene. Seriously? Is this not a given? Should you not take a shower before going in to work as a stripper? This is America, hot water comes out of the faucet. From now on, when someone stinks, Tatiana will say something. Fucking GROSS.
And on THAT note, it is really fucking gross when guys come in to the club smelling nasty too. If you are out in public, do the rest of us a favor and take a shower, if you are too lazy for a shower - stay at home alone with your stinky ass. Thank you.
Stuff that was not discussed but really should, but wasn't......
That the club is becoming more of a bar hangout place than a strip club. We are having an increasing amount of young, clueless, drunk, disrespectful people come through. They just sit around and stare. Tatiana is not in there to get drunk or find a lay, she is in there to make money. Bring in the quality customers. Where did they go? But if the girls in the club are nasty and act that way too, then the guys will think it is ok to treat all of us bad. Tatiana is not ok with that.
Talking dirty in order to get a dance. Forcing guys to get a dance. What is up with that? Talking dirty to get a dance? That is gross and totally pathetic. Putting in all that effort just to get a no anyways. Then repeating the same spiel in the ear of the next guy. That just looks SO bad. And some guys will start thinking that dirty talk is or should be the norm. No wonder strippers get a bad reputation. Forcing guys. If this is the only way some girls make money then they really should look for another job. This scares the guys away and they won't come back.
The use of cell phones on the stage. Should be totally against the rules. Is it not illegal to take pictures/footage of people without their consent? People do not need to sit and text on the stage either. You are not that important, ok? And for all the people taking pictures of us girls in the club, you are pathetic losers.
Putting your mouth over a guys crotch area and blowing air. Biting guys nipples. Flashing the VAGINE during a dance. Seriously? We should have some standards on what is acceptable during a dance. All of that is trashy. Get some dignity, you are selling yourself cheap.
Peeing and doing the other thing without closing the bath room door in our dressing room. The door is there for a reason, use it. You are not at home, don't be yucky!
It was also said that we should be nicer to the guys in general and talk to them before asking for a dance.
Here are Tatianas views on that. If you sit on the stage and do not like Tatiana, fine. Tatiana probably does not think you are too hot either. But don't sit there and LOOK and don't tip. You can put up at least ONE DOLLAR per song, or remove yourself from the stage.
Tatiana will talk to you if you want a dance, if you agree to a dance she will talk to you before and after the dance. Or if you have something interesting to say. But Tatiana is not going to waste her energy talking to someone rude and/or drunk that wants to know if Tatiana is her real name? Or why she is doing this? What her favorite positions are? Can she give out her number? Meet up afterwards? Sorry, that kind of "conversation" is something that Tatiana will not bother with. Keep sipping on your beer - alone.
Usually Tatiana is really polite. It is totally ok if you do not want a dance from Tatiana - somebody else will. She will never over charge you or con you.
Yeah, that was it, pretty much. Tatiana totally loves her job!!!
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It's a beautiful, sunny Alaska evening here. Tatiana is taking Chhaya out on a long walk.
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