Here I am in the middle of the night.....night between Friday and Saturday and fantasizing about pizza and ice cream. Driving to the store in the darkness feels like something very doable actually. I took a bath about five hours ago, washed my hair, shaved, plucked my eyebrows too earlier. My plan was to go to work tonight. Then when I got out of the bath with my hair wrapped in a towel I had about 20 minutes to spare before having to get dressed. And I could gradually feel the feeling of major BLEH creeping on, I feel borderline SAJKO tonight and all day I was on the verge of crying, everything made me feel sad. I didn't cry, I just walked around feeling like I would any second. Wow, how do crazy people function?
I guess meds. Well, I don't have any, unless aspirin counts. I was thinking about putting lotion on for two hours, THINKING about it. The actual act of doing it felt like the biggest obstacle. Well, I finally forced myself to moisturize my dry skin, then I raided the kitchen and came up with some boring chips and juice. I hope you are having a more exciting night than I am. Thank goodness this feeling of major bleh will pass - it's only PMS.....I hope!
Do I look depressed enough in this pic? Like a tortured artist perhaps? Or only plain SAJKO?
Of course a smile is never too far away when I have my best friend in bed with me.
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