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May 28.....Chhaya's birthday, she turned 13 today.
My baby, she is so loved. ❤️

The birthday princess got tired a bit a bit after 9 and it was bed time.....


Chhaya posing with Memorial Day flowers. We have been on the coast since a few days now, enjoying the healthy climate.
It is so pretty here.

We walked down to the beach to watch the this evening's sunset.

Stormy Daniels

Stormy Daniels was in Bend last night......and I wanted to see her and take a picture with her. I got to see her but no picture.
Me and my company got to the club (Stars) around 8 45 pm, a rather large group of people were gathered and waited in line outside. Stormy making an appearance in Bend is kind of a big deal. Stormy is kind of a big deal in this country right now and we all know why. The line barely moved and I do not like standing in line. Then I found out that Stormy's luggage was lost and therefore her first show had been cancelled but that she would perform her second show later, around 1 am. Since I did not want to be in the club for that long I went home and returned a bit after midnight. Still nobody knew whether Stormy would preform or not.
She did a meet and greet earlier that I missed out on, hence no picture with Stormy. :-(

And then we see a red suitcase get wheeled through the club.The lost luggage had been located and arrived to its destination! After a while Stormy comes thorough, dressed in an American inspired outfit, sparkly bra and matching sparkly bikini panties and a long red skirt. She started off dancing to American Woman by Lenny Kravitz and her second song was Every Rose Has It's Thorn by Poison. And she took it all off on her second song. Then something happened and I did not really see the exact details but some drunk moron did something to Stormy and she got upset and stormed off the stage midway through the second song......the drunk moron got taken out of the club. He basically ruined Stormy's performance for all the people that showed up to watch her. He tried talking to me earlier that same night, I am sure he tried talking to every woman in of those inebriated pathetic annoying guys that try to talk to you and you just want them to leave. I ignored him as I do with all the annoying men that try to talk to me. It would not surprise me if he is a member of Incel.
That is how pathetic he was. I hope he got a good slap in his face for ruining the show and upsetting Stormy after being escorted out of the club. I don't know if he tried touching Stormy or if he threw something at her but in that whole commotion another guy supposedly got a bottle in his head and started holding his head, he was promptly given an ice pack and put on a HUGE show of being in distress when in fact it was obvious that he was faking. But this is America and you can get filthy rich overnight by slipping in your own vomit if you are out in public, so fake it until you make it I guess (an expression I had not heard until I came here). Then the police arrived, a whole total of four men in uniform and that was probably the best call they made all year......they talked to the fake actor holding the icepack to his head. I am unclear on if Stormy got upset and threw a bottle that hit him in the head or if he got hit by something else randomly and by the way there was no blood.
And shortly after that Stormy left in a huff with her large and muscular bodyguards in tow. And that was I said I was hoping for a picture with her but no. Hopefully her two remaining shows, tonight and tomorrow go better.

And now we can all sit back and see how the rest of the Stormy soap opera unfolds. This is even better than Silvio Berlusconi (former Prime Minister of Italy) and his bunga bunga parties.

Update about Stormy's performance last night from the Bend Bulletin.

Tonight's Tea

Two dogs are sleeping in the room where I am sitting now, both had a good day with walks, play and cuddles. I am slowly thinking it is bed time for me as a bit. I like to stay up at night, to relax, think and read. It's a bit windy outside, if I open the sliding door I can hear the ocean. I can't wait to come back is so peaceful, alive, healthy and it smells so good outside from all the plants, trees and the ocean. All I do is enjoy my time when I am here, it's like being in a comfortable and safe cocoon. Tonight's tea. Goodnight.


Here are some pictures to describe what I have been up to lately.
I went back to the beer spa, Hop In the Spa in Sisters. And I probably won't go back again because now I have been there three times and that is enough for me. There are other places to explore.....The last time I went I brought two beers with me for fun. A Polish beer and a German beer (the beers represent the ancestry of me and my BF), the beers were not that tasty so we took a few sips and poured out the rest into the tubs where it mixed with the hops.

I sat by this fire pit a few weeks ago, the same evening that people celebrate Valborg (Walpurgis Night) in Sweden. Good timing!

I planted some lettuce. It's growing a bit (I think), I definitely do not have a green thumb.

I came across this sign going out to Smith Rock and thought it was great.

Refreshments and Pippi.

My latest tea.

Pretty colors at a Farmers Market.

I went to the Bipartisan Cafe in Portland. Super happy to be there by the way.....

Of course we had some pie.


Chhaya met a bobcat.

That is Mount Hood in the background.

Drove up to Timberline Lodge which is located kind of halfway up Mount Hood. I need to go back to Timberline Lodge - a very nice historical place plus I want to meet the Saint Bernards they have there. Skiing there would be amazing too.

Snow in May.

Pretty pics of beautiful Chhaya.

Mother's Day just passed.....Happy Mother's Day to all the Moms out there!

Right now I am on location somewhere along the Oregon coast since a couple days, I will enjoy it to the fullest with Chhaya for a few more days.....We both love it here.

Macadamia Milk

Today I brought in my own milk to the coffeeshop. I am trying to drink less cow's milk because I care about the cows. I don't like soy, hemp and almond milk. But this macadamia milk is good. Used in a latte it made the espresso stand out more, tasted stronger. I am a vegetarian but not a vegan but I am trying to decrease the animal products when I can.

Savage X Fenty

My girlfriend Rihanna that I have ❤️loved for years because she is PERFECT released a lingerie line, Savage X Fenty. The site is down due to heavy traffic, everybody wants to see it. Me too! I want some Savage X stuff to wear! It has already received lots of praise due to the diversity of sizes and models used in the campaign.
Last year Rihanna released a makeup line called Fenty Beauty which got awarded "Invention of the Year" by Time magazine and a beauty award as well.
I LOVE Rihanna, she is gorgeous and has an attitude like she doesn't give a fuck (in a good way).
Some recent stuff she said, "As women, we’re looked at as the needy ones, the naggy ones, the ones who are going to be heartbroken in a relationship. 'Savage' is just the reverse. And you know, guys don’t like getting the cards flipped on them -- ever." So true. More Rihanna for everybody!
So I got this pic from Rihanna's Instagram, she is such a beautiful girl. OMG, I wish I could meet her. I don't have Instagram because I like to write. But I do look at two girl's Instagram on a regular basis and they are the only two that I find interesting. Rihanna (badgalriri) and Yolandi Vi$$er (prawn_star). They are original, different and walk their own way. I like women like that.


I have been outside a lot lately. Oregon is a nature paradise with lush green healthy forests, waterfalls and great hikes all over the place.
Me and Senna on the River Walk close to my house.

Tumalo Falls.

Some other hike we did.....

Went back to the Blue Pool. There was so much water coming into the pool, an actual waterfall so we couldn't hike down there.....going again in a few months.

I love lush forest, this is where trolls and faeries live.

And yesterday we went to Smith Rock.
Me & Chhaya ❤️

And here I am with Senna.

I want to go up and around the whole thing, I think it is 6 or 7 miles. Hopefully soon on a slightly cloudy day, it has definitely warmed up around here.