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So a while ago I applied for a job at a very nice cafe here in Vegas. I saw an ad posted for a barista and cash register person and I decided to apply for that position on impulse. The following day I went to the cafe in person and sat down for a few minutes with the manager. We talked, I answered questions about myself and she asked me to return in a few days to meet with her and the owner, so I did. Same thing, perhaps a five minutes meeting and they asked me if I could come in and do a trial day. Of course I could and that trial day resulted in me getting a job at the cafe. In fact, I got an email from the manage after my trial day that said, "Thank you for today! I really enjoyed working with you. We are all very excited to welcome you to our team!! We are all so happy we found you!!"
That is so nice to hear that from somebody I just met.....! ;-) There were over 100 applicants for this position and they picked me.
Anyhow, I have been working there for a while now and it is lots of fun. I work with all women. I make espresso drinks, take orders, work the cash register, bring out the coffee, pastries and food to the guests and keep the espresso machine clean and going plus I pick up some other small things here and there as the day goes by so things run smoothly for all of us working. I also sing along to the music we play and dance around, I am very comfortable there. The cafe is located in a nice area and everybody that comes in is rather professional and polite. We have a chef (Gabi) and she makes delicious pastries that I love - cupcakes, croissants, macaroons and she also makes crepes. YUMMY! I make a morning vanilla latte to myself when I go in. That is why I got those flat shoes (the Bob's), for the cafe job.
Here are some pics from the place and I am not going to tell you the name of it, because from experience of having this blog, I have been subjected to some rather mean people in the past that wanted to destroy stuff for me. So I do not need some hateful weirdo calling the cafe or anything like that. I have enough of questionable people reading the blog, that is enough for me. Plus all my friendly and supportive readers of course. In the end I appreciate all my readers, even the ones that are here for strange reasons......must feel shitty inside to dislike a person you don't even know. I am glad I am not you.

Bonnie Screams

Last night I dragged my pregnant friend Shelley with me to Bonnie Screams to go to haunted houses. If you have been reading my blog for a while you might remember that I LOVE Halloween, haunted houses and everything scary and fun like that. I get super scared in haunted houses, scream on top of my lungs and run away from the monsters, evil clowns, zombies and freaks with chain heart beating fast and a feelings of fun and adrenaline rushing through my whole body.
I had high hopes for Bonnie Screams, which the rest of the year is called Bonnie Springs and is out by Red Rock, a perfect spooky mountain location.
Well, there was a "spooky" trail with nothing scary going on and then four haunted houses that were rather empty and the staff working did not seem overly enthusiastic whatsoever into acting scary. Had that been me I would had chased people around like a freak, screaming and frothing at the mouth with my eyes bulging out. I was so disappointed with Bonnie Screams (sorry Bonnie Screams) and Shelley was too.
I mean, I did scream a little and ran a bit but NOTHING what I had hoped to do. Worst haunted house experience I've ever been to so far. Last year I went to some great haunted houses here in Vegas and screamed non stop. Do you remember baby? ♥ I know you do......
Here are some pics from last night.

Well Halloween is around the corner and I have a costume hanging in the closet and an idea in my head. Last year I was super heroine of some sort.
So irresistible I guess that a rather famous rockstar came up to me and gave me his number (no I did not call him).
And the year before I was Lara Croft. Even I have to admit that I slayed it that night. Sharon told me that people STILL talk about what a great Lara Croft I was. I LOVE Lara Croft so I take that as a great compliment.
I will see what I will be able throw together this is a hint.

Hair Stuff

I got some new hair stuff. First let's talk about these black currant oil vitamins. I am so bad at taking vitamins, I have every intention of taking a daily vitamin or two and start every morning off gulping down a large glass of warm water with fresh squeezed organic lemon added to it and then of course drink at least one liter of water throughout the day......but those are just thoughts that swirl around in my head. I do manage to swallow a few of these vitamins weekly (like two or three).
So supposedly the black currant oil is good for your hair, it helps against hair loss.
I still think that I lose too much hair. I don't know if the vitamins have made any difference or not, I should probably take a capsule a day for at least three months to see any results.

And a new shampoo and some sort of conditioner/masque Awapuhi Wild Ginger by Paul Mitchell. I like Paul Mitchell products because they are not tested on animals. I have not tried these two products yet but I read some nice reviews about them. What I really want is to try the Olaplex treatment, preferably at home. But I think I should probably go to a salon and have it done by a professional the first time.
Speaking of hair treatments, the most luxurious hair treatment I gave ever received was at a place called George Michael of Beverly Hills. They offer an in salon hair conditioning treatment called the "George Michael professional treatment" and it really is amazing. I should do that again!


Voting has begun nationwide. EXCITING! Do you want to "Make America Great Again" or do you want to be "Stronger Together"?

After watching all three debates, reading and listening to all the pros and cons and he said she said in this voting soap opera I have to say that I would personally check the last box or another box. I mean.....what the hell is going on really? I can't listen to Trump allegedly groping, raping and acting inappropriate with all kinds of women when Hillary's own husband did and is accused of the same thing. And she is STILL married to Bill OK!? I DO NOT like double standards! I don't understand how Hillary can get away with those emails being deleted and people are just ignoring that fact. And I remember Benghazi, I was sure that I had a blog entry written about that tragedy (but maybe not) because I recall I felt very sad over what happened. That was WRONG OK. I am also not OK with Trump's pro life views and how he went on and on in the last debate about women aborting babies up until the last day of pregnancy......ummmmmm really? There are guidelines and laws regarding abortion and women don't just decide to abort the last day of pregnancy because they had a change of mind. I have written several entries about abortion over the years, read for yourself in the "Opinions" section of the blog.
And how many are familiar with the other people that you can vote for? Well, I did some research and I like Gary Johnson.
"Gary Johnson and Bill Weld want to get the government out of your life. Out of your cell phone. Out of your bedroom. And back into the business of protecting your freedoms, not restricting them. He is also an outspoken defender of a woman’s right to choose, rather than allow the government to make such an important and personal decision for them. The environment is a precious gift and must be protected. Gary Johnson believes that people, not politicians, should make choices in their personal lives. Responsible adults should be free to marry whom they want, arm themselves if they want, and lead their personal lives as they see fit — as long as they aren’t harming anyone else in doing so."
Thank You - that last sentence I have uttered myself many times. I don't care what you do, as long as you are not harming anyone else and to me that includes animals. And trees. I am one of those people that talk to trees and hug them.
So Gary Johnson has my vote. Either that or I would check the last box, "None Of These Candidates".

You can too! And after you check it you should write Tatiana SuperNova in the blank space. Wouldn't that be great? Imagine waking up everyday to read about what I have been doing everyday in the White House and out and about......whether I took a trip on an Air Force One for a super productive meeting in Moscow with Putin and or a meeting or two with Kim Jong-un because he definitely needs guidance, or met up with an indigenous tribe in the Amazon to study the benefits of ayahuasca (for the good of mankind of course), or when I discuss animal rights and environmental issues at a United Nations meeting with the first dog Chhaya sitting next to me? I can assure you all that I won't disappoint! And I am not one of those people that is all talk and no action. I believe that actions are louder than words. So.....when you vote, vote for Tati! :-D

It was a rainy day here in Las Vegas today - FINALLY! The sunset was absolutely beautiful, pink and orange splattered all over the sky. There is a lot of beauty out there in the world mixed in with all the other not so great stuff.

Super Kawaii

LOOK at my new boots! They are SUPER KAWAII, I love them! The brand is Tigerbear Republik in case you need a pair too.
I am so excited that I found these little boots......!

And also new to my shoe collection, these two pairs from a brand I never had before - Bobs. You see when us lifer strippers become old and crusty like I am now, we can't wear those super sexy glitter and rhinestone platforms. I am now so old and broken down that I had to get some flat and cushiony shoes for work.......
I need a cane too. I now hobble around the dark and smokey clubs in Bobs.
No more Pleaser platforms for Tati! ;-)

Actually, I can run in my platforms and outwalk any seasoned drag queen on the cat walk. My walk is ah-mazing darling! Why I got those two pairs of Bobs shoes I will tell you another time.
Yeah.....the years go (so fast too.....right?!) by but I am really lucky, I can't add old looking been drinkin' since I was a teen wrinkle face to my resume. What else did I forget? SLUT. Drunk and slut, not on my resume. Others can have those titles.

Final Debate

And it's over, the third and final presidential debate. I feel like it was just yesterday when I wrote about the first debate. Time flies!
I wish I had the energy to write something about the third and final debate now but my eyes are closing, I am so tired and I need to sleep because I have to get up in about six hours.
Who won the debate and who will win the election I don't know......let me sleep on it. Maybe it will come to me in a revelation.

Perhaps it is time for a REAL change? I think I should become the next president of the US of A! I know that I would do well, Chhaya can become vice president. I will charm Putin and other world leaders, have afternoon tea and discuss important worldly matters. You are not happy with either Trump or Hillary? Vote for Tati!
But Tati has to sleep now, it is exhausting covering presidential debates and everything else that I do!

Third Debate

Seven hours until the third and last presidential debate that is taking place at UNLV in Las Vegas Nevada.
The credible and honest number one worldwide news source Tati News has been on location since about midnight.

Tati News can report that things were unusually calm around the midnight hour at the UNLV campus, very few people out and about. Only one other news truck, no visible security and no demonstrators. The situation is changing as the hours creep closer to the debate. There will be a no driving, no flying and no drone zone implemented and unless you have an invitation or a pass allowing you access to the grounds you will be asked to leave.

Tati News is self invited and will give you up to date coverage and inside access. Perhaps a picture of Tati in between the two presidential hopefuls? Actually Tati News is writing this report from the comforts of the bed (but don't tell anyone).
Let the debate begin and let the insults fly! The land of the free and the home of the brave! America! Or Murica how some of ya'll like to call it.
It will be interesting to watch the debate later. I have enjoyed this spectacle immensely!

Second Debate

So almost a week has passed since the second presidential debate. Let me try to gather my thoughts and tackle this one......where do I even start? The whole thing has turned into a major soap opera! By Sunday there might be more people wanting to be in the spotlight for some temporary fame with some story about sexual assault or whatever other story it might be.
Let me start with what I do think that every functioning country should healthcare and free education. Nobody wants to be sick, except for a few mentally unstable people perhaps. If a person needs medical attention and care, no matter what it is they should be able to get it no questions asked. And if any cost is associated with it, that cost should be small and affordable. Any cosmetic surgeries such as ass enlargements (barf) should of course be paid for out of pocket unless it is reconstructive surgery. And college should not put people in debt. Where the funds for free healthcare and education should come from is up to the elected officials to figure out. Other countries manage to do this, therefore I am sure that America that supposedly is the greatest nation on Earth (although I don't think Putin agrees) can figure this out as well. If not, put some individuals in charge that can figure it out and fire the ones that are doing nothing useful.
I liked Hillary's introduction at the beginning of the debate. And Trump agreed to it as well. I think most of us do. It's kind of a given yeah?
Abortion should be a woman's choice. To the people that are against abortion,
be grateful that it is an would be paying way more in taxes for all the uncared for and unwanted children that would be forced to live with unfit parents or with foster families. There are plenty already. I have said it before, I don't need some old crusty dudes to make decisions about women's bodies. If men were the ones getting pregnant I am sure abortion would be legal until the third trimester. all the sexual assault allegations and Trump's private conversation about grabbing pussy. Am I offended personally? NO. Women are objectified pretty much everywhere. Look around you.
We live in a culture where porn is easily accessible. That men watch porn even when they are married or in committed relationships is socially accepted and women should just be OK with it. It is "normal" right?
"Delacroix looked underage in most of her early works, which were filmed while she was in her early 20s. She defined those movies as outlets for people with pedophilic urges, drawing on academic research making similar claims. She thinks that the fauxcest films she makes today provide a similar resource—a fantasy that might keep fathers or stepfathers from abusing their children." Yeah.....two very popular themes in porn, girls that look very very young (the younger the better) and incest fantasies (fauxcest) and men are loving it. This is reality. This might be your husband. Or the increasing violent porn, said to be inspiring all kinds of sickos out there that prey on women. How about doing something about that?
I have seen married and committed (supposedly) men of all ages act single, desperate and so pathetic in strip club and regular clubs. Other places too. Trust me, I have seen and heard some stuff OK.....For sure many men talk about women in similar ways that Trump and that other dude he had that conversation with. Don't be fooled, they do. And women talk like that too. I have. Does that make me some sort of a sexual predator? No. Fleeting words, perhaps I was cracking jokes.....I don't remember. But I did not go out and rape anyone. Never ever crossed my mind.
Now the women that came forward and say that Trump sexually assaulted them.
I don't know, I was not there. I really hope that they are telling the truth, because accusing somebody of sexual assault or rape is NOT something anyone should do. That makes people not trust rape victims. And that happens unfortunately, that women get raped and not believed. I do find it strange that all these women decided to be quiet about getting sexually assaulted until now. Why? All these women coming forward the month before the presidential election. Coincidence or not?
Had some random guy touched my vagine up my skirt in a nightclub I would had grabbed his hand, punched him in the face and kicked him in the balls. And made sure that everybody within earshot knew what had just happened. I also think it is so stupid looking to be holding Gloria Allred's hand at a press conference, are you a child? Grow the fuck up and look into the camera when you make your statement, don't read off a piece of paper, you will look more credible instead of looking like you are reading something somebody wrote down for you.
What we do know for sure is that Bill Clinton got busy with Monica Lewinsky in the White House while married to Hillary. There have been several women accusing him of sexual assault as well and Hillary still stayed with him. Does that mean she thinks cheating and sexual assault is OK? I mean, she stayed with him. So she condones this behavior then and she is running for president of the United States? Monica Lewinsky says that she isolated herself, felt suicidal and depressed after the whole Bill affair. I believe her. The public turned on her, made fun of her.
Oh yeah.....called her fat and ugly. Did Hillary care about that? That her husband caused another person to feel this way? Did she reach out to Monica or any of the other women that accused Bill of sexual assault?
I believe in fairness. If you are going to point a finger at somebody for something make sure you do not have something similar going on. Or worse. Hypocrites are the worst.
I am completely against rape and sexual assault. I am also completely against fabricating stories about rape and sexual assault.
The little boy in Aleppo was brought up at the debate. Omran was his name.
He made headlines all over the world. Yes, it is sad but there is a war in Syria and people are dying and yes, children too. There are people dying in unfortunate circumstances all over the world. I bet most people have forgotten about Omran now, just like they forgot about Je Suis Charlie memes and all the other Facebook stuff they cared or pretended to care about to be politically correct and fake for about a fleeting minute. Do YOU care about Omran? There are children dying in the US everyday at the hands of their unfit parents or Mom's new boyfriend. Tortured, beaten, raped to death. I see these stories EVERY day. At least Omran is alive.
The new thing is to set up a GoFundMe page after your loser piece of shit boyfriend murders your child, get every penny you can. I can't adopt Omran or any other child in need. I can help in some ways. This year I will donate at least four (or more) pairs of shoes to foster children in need, I will give some teddy bears too. What are YOU going to do? Talk about poor Omran or DO something?
Hillary's deleted emails......did she really delete emails that she was subpoenaed to show? I am not understanding this. How is this possible? IF she deleted them, she did break the law and perhaps she should be investigated and put in jail. I think this is a very important question that should be discussed more in depth instead of whatever else they are concentrating on and repeating over and over and over.....
Trump did not pay taxes. Did he break the law? No. Legal tax code stuff. He would had been stupid to not take advantage of this. I am sure that Hillary and Bill also take advantage of every loophole in the tax code that they can. And their foundation.
ISIS and any other terror group. To me no question about it.....terror groups do not belong amongst us. ISIS or Daesh and groups like Boko Haram cause terror, trauma, death, torture and destruction that I can not even imagine. It makes me so sad and furious when I read about what they do to innocent people. They kidnap and rape women. NO question about it, no allegations - reality. THAT to me is also much more important than some guy talking about grabbing pussy, whether he talked about it yesterday or ten years ago. Unless you have never talked about another person's body parts or made and kind of lewd comments in a private conversation you just really need to shut the fuck up.
What else can I add? I don't think you should be able to use children in political advertisements. Cheap shots

What is GOING ON PEOPLE???? He said, she said. He did this, she did that. I want to know about ISIS. Deleted emails. I want to know about healthcare and education. Children's rights. Animal rights. The environment and the economy.
I care about WHAT MATTERS and I care about FAIRNESS.
This election is sure making some people very angry. Some are even willing to alienate friends and family members for not agreeing with them. Listen, I really do not think that you will ever have Hillary's or Trump's private number and that they will do anything to help you out personally. Very unlikely. So hang on to your friends and family members, those are the people that matter. One day you might need something or somebody to talk to. This is where true friends and good family helps out. Don't get so upset over an election that you can't think rationally anymore. And do not blindly lap up everything you hear on one or two TV stations that you watch, gather facts from different sources and understand that media sometimes paints a skewed picture.
Phew......I think I am done with this one. One more debate left, in Sin City!
Talk about a place where money and sex is worshipped.
I REALLY wanted to attend the upcoming Las Vegas debate but I think I have to give up on that wish. If I am not mistaken only like 75 tickets will be released to UNLV full-time students in good standing.
Unless Trump or Hillary read this entry and decide to personally invite me...... ;-)
My election reading material so far.....

And I have to add some stuff to this entry. I wrote it around 3 am last night and it is now noonish and I am sitting at Illumelatte with a latte in front of me. I forgot to write some stuff that I intended to last night, I blame it on the late hour.....
So a few days ago I heard about some video circulating with Obama "exposing" himself to a group of giggling women on an airplane.
I watched it. I don't know what is going on......yes, there is a bulge of some sort in his pants. He seems to be showing it off but I was not present so I can only speculate. Perhaps he just has a large member and always looks like that?
But looking at the debacle surrounding the 2016 presidential election I bet that if that was a video of Trump supposedly "exposing" the bulge in his pants, women would had been crying and hiring attorneys talking about sexual assault. Yep.
I think this self proclaimed redneck gets it right about Trump and the pussy grabbing and it is a funny video.


I have found this year's Halloween costume! Nurse outfit for ebola patient. HOT!!!
Actually it is what I have been wearing when visiting my friend in the hospital for emotional support, I am far from a nurse. Do not approach me with a needle or anything blood or vein related, I might faint.
I have been neglecting the blog but I have been a bit busy with stuff and I am tired. Hospital visits, I need to study for a test this evening that I am taking tomorrow.
I want to write about the second presidential debate that I watched last Sunday, I might be able to summarize my thoughts on that tomorrow.


ICU is an abbreviation for intensive care unit and that is where a friend is right now. There are beeping machines, tubes, needles, bags with fluids......I am so sensitive to anything blood and needle related that I was close to fainting today. I had to sit down, concentrate on my breathing and hope to not pass out. BARF! I have a lot of respect and admiration for the people that work in hospitals caring for others.
I don't think I could do it. I am way too sensitive.
Anyhow.....I am hoping for a complete recovery within the near future for my friend. Life is crazy sometimes.
A few days ago when I visited for the first time I saw a small dead bird by a trashcan next to the hospital entrance. I picked it up in a white napkin and put it in a less busy area, next to a tree. Such a pretty little bird, golden and green feathers. It was so still and peaceful looking. Of course I started crying......thinking about life and death and that one day life will get very difficult to deal with due to sad circumstances. It scares me, I don't want to. Sometimes I don't want to live because I don't want to go through emotional pain.
What is the meaning of life? I don't understand.

Some sort of a blood container or blood pumping machine? Scary!

And now to a whole different topic. Watermelon. Did you know that watermelon is a diuretic? I just learned that. My brother loves watermelon and when he was here he ate a bunch every day, so I started eating it too. One evening I had a bowl of watermelon before bedtime and I had to get up and pee six times during the night. I was like.....I did not know one had to pee this much from eating some watermelon! Now I am addicted, I am eating watermelon every day. I need to learn how to pick a whole one that is nice, ripe and sweet so I can cut it up myself.