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Since I have a guest here, Angelica, I have to show her some of the beautiful sights around here. We drove to Anchorage last Wednesday, it takes about three hours to drive there from Kenai. We stopped to pee and admire the gorgeous views of Tern Lake by Cooper Landing.

Then we went to Girdwood to hike the Hand Tram Trail. I have not hiked that in a while and the place I remembered the trail head started was totally overgrown so we squeezed through the thick foliage Bear Grylls (we like him, that is a very SEKSI man!) style until we saw signs for the trail.

I tell everybody about this hike, it is gorgeous and leads to a nice size lively creek that you can either hike down to and if you turn right you end up right across from a pretty waterfall. Or if you are brave, I am scared of heights so I am not that brave, you can get in the tram and pull yourself across the creek while suspended high up in the air. The tram is taken off the rope for repairs now but it is still a great hike. You need to do it if you come to this part of the world. Tatiana told you so!

How to get there? When you drive to Girdwood look for Crow Creek Mine Road on your left. Turn there and continue on a bumpy dirt road. You will see signs for different hikes. You can park at the Iditarod Trail or Winner Creek Trail and follow the signs to your left.

Later in the evening it was Bush Company time for more beautiful sights......!

The next day, lunch at Moose's Tooth. I had the pesto pizza and a rhubarb crisp with ice cream. SO yummy!

Then some sightseeing downtown. There are bears walking around on the streets in Alaska, you knew that right?

A walk by Earthquake Park with great views of the surroundings.

On the way out of Anchorage we stopped at Beluga Point for some pictures.

Another stop in Girdwood, just because it's so pretty there.

I guess you can rent mountain bikes there now and take two of the ski lifts up the mountain and then bravely bike down, it looks like lots of fun but nothing I was prepared for that day. You need to wear some clothes that you don't mind getting dirty or torn and a helmet. I also want to hike up The North Face Trail up the mountain by the Alyeska Resort, if you hike up you can take the aerial tram down for free. Sounds like fun!

We also stopped at the Alaska Wildlife Conservation Center to see all the cuties that live there, like these two moose busy eating.

A great couple of days with memorable adventures!

Good Night From Kenai

Went to the beach in Kenai this was so nice down there. Chhaya thought so too.

Now I am in bed and admiring Sheldon (Big Bang Theory). I LOVE HIM!!! I love that is sooooo funny! I am tired, I think the floor mopping earlier did me in. It's almost midnight and I am ready to sleep. Sleeping....isn't it wonderful? Good Night from Kenai.

Perfect Cup

Drove in to town today to get some stuff that I can't live without......a latte and a chocolate covered custard filled donut. Stopped by Pye Wackets and found this perfect cup, it must have been made just for me! ;-)

I bought this faerie sleeping on a mushroom. Added her to my large collection of faeires, mermaids, mushrooms, Buddha, Kwan Yin and Ganesh statues, crystals etc that I have in between here (Kenai) and Las Vegas. When I figure out, hopefully sometimes soon, where I am settling, my future house will be decorated with all that stuff and it is going to look amaaaazing!

Then I came home, ate and mopped the floor downstairs. This Goddess likes a clean house. Cleanliness is next to Godliness after all. Right? Haven't decided if I am working tonight. is Sunday and I tend to feel too lazy to work on Sundays. It's beautiful outside, me and Chhaya are going for a walk now.


I am soooooo tired from work. I know I have been saying that a lot lately, don't know what it is but I am ready to leave the club and go home by 2 this a sign of old age? :-D I was so not in the mood to work tonight, when I got to work I had to force myself to get ready and change but I am glad I went in and stayed until 4 am, it paid off, I had a good night, people were appreciative and generous, nice!
When I came home I enjoyed a bath and let me tell you.....I am SO grateful that I have the luxury to be able to turn the faucet and fill up a tub with water, lather up my body in soap and get clean. Only a small percentage of the worlds population of 7 billion or so have access to clean water right in their houses. I can't even imagine having to walk for miles to some watering hole and then having to carry the water home. Or rinsing off in a pond somewhere.
I am soooooo grateful for my life. Even though my thighs are sore and my feet ache and are in dire need of an hour foot rub per foot. After my bath I had to make some tea and warm up some of the White Chocolate Cherry bread I got from Great Harvest Bread in Anchorage.
Now I am full and happy, about to curl up and enjoy every minute of my sleep in a comfortable bed with Chhaya next to me. Life is good. ❤


New Honey Dews tonight, blue with a darker blue lace trim and a small bow in the front.
I wanted to show you how my body chain comes together in the back, it looks very pretty but it's difficult to take a photo of by myself.

So once in a while all of us have to go on stage at a herd of sheep (BAAAAAAA) to entertain the people in the club. One of the rules in the club is NO touching other girls while on stage well, tonight many of the girls must had been tipsy and kept on grabbing each other. So the money we all got tipped while up there, instead of getting to split it, Diann (boss lady) decided that we would donate it, as a form of "punishment" And guess what, it all got donated to my spay and neuter fund, Charlie signed the check. $ 120. Not bad. :-)
Here is Charlie with the fund jar and the check.

It's a little after 5 am and I am tired, I got up early this morning (well yesterday morning to be exact) the I drove from Anchorage to Kenai and then I worked, so I need to sleep now......

The Bush Company

Sorry I haven't checked in for a day.....I am alive and well and I am in Anchorage, doing lots of stuff and just opened up my laptop now. It is late Thursday evening and I am heading back to Kenai at some point tomorrow.
Last night I went to The Great Alaskan Bush Company, my old stomping grounds.....I haven't been there since I left the club in July 2010. I was happy to see many familiar faces. Larry and John - the dj's. They are so nice. I missed Landis, the other dj.....Landis if you read this, I miss you and I hope you are well. Johnny Johnson a friend and great wild life photographer.
And the girls of course. Daisy, my favorite dancer was on stage when I walked in, looking beautiful and perfect as always. Seriously Daisy is amazing, what a body and so good on stage.....WOW! Lilly, so beautiful and nice. A girl I saw for the first time, Asia put on a great show with a glittery oil that she poured all over herself. What a gorgeous girl! The one and only Onyx. The petite super cutie Sylk. Tara that looks like she belongs on a runway doing a fashion show. I missed the girls.....sometimes I do miss working there, it could be fun but I don't know if I want to go back. Everybody that I talked to asked me if I am coming back.
And they also thought I looked so blonde (!?) skinny and pretty. Isabelle said that she didn't remember me wearing any make up when I worked there, although I did, the same style as now. LOL! I look the same to me.....that's how it is sometimes when you haven't seen a person for a while, you kind of forget what they look like. Anyways, I had a great time last night, I have to pay the club another visit soon.

Nikiski Pool

I finally paid a visit to Nikiski pool today.....Swam some laps, tried the water slide and jumped off the trampoline. I should swim more often, I like it. It is relaxing and soothing. Afterwards I felt tired and took a nap when I got home and now it is almost time to start getting ready for work. I want to retire! No more work!

Still Raining

It is still raining here......I just want a little sliver of sunshine....a few hours in the afternoon to lay out and soak it up.
I stayed home last night, me and Angelica rented some movies.

The original Evil Dead scared me so much when I first watched it, I was a teenager then. I still have flashbacks to certain parts that scared me. This new one was too bloody. Like blood shooting out of body was entertaining (kind of) but not scary. Then perhaps things don't scare me to the same effect now. I got hardened by life....HA! I LOVE haunted houses, Halloween is my favorite holiday.
I am at Coffee Roasters (of course). A hot vanilla latte tastes extra good on a rainy day.

I remembered something today. An ex boyfriend in Sweden. I was young and "in love".
We were actually together for a few years and then I got tired of him and broke up. He was sad for years afterwards. Good! :-D
But I remember one evening in his room, he held up a record cover, if I remember it right it was Pebbles, if anybody recalls her, she did a song called Girlfriend , I like that song, I have it on my iPod.....great message to all girls out there. He held up the record and said something to the style of that she was so hot and why didn't I look like that? He also watched porn and made some suggestions about some sexual things he wanted me to do. I was not ok with that and the porn made me feel insecure, sad and jealous. Well, I grew up, matured and learned a lot since then. I have enough confidence in myself and who I am to give it away to hundreds of other girls and still have enough left over for myself.
Like Pebbles sang...."there's other fish in the sea."

Don't Want To Hear It

When guys that I meet at work try to talk trash to me about their wives or girlfriends I always ask them....."What are YOU doing to make her happy? What are YOU doing to better your relationship?" I don't want to hear it, unless there is some unusual circumstance, I will be on the woman's side.
Therefore I am going to take copies of this great "Dear Abby" column and hand it out to the guys that think I will lend a sympathetic ear to their marital problems. Therapy like that is expensive (one 60 minute session can go from $100 -$300), I usually don't make enough to give you this advice and listen to your sob story and besides my advice would be for the man to better himself. Hello, I am a feminist. That doesn't mean that I always side with the woman, I side with what's right.....and in cases like these the man often wrongly thinks he is the victim but he is not. He is only acting like a spoiled child. Man up!
Basically men that complain about not enough sex or complete lack of sex in their marriage or relationship should examine what they are doing or......keyword here.....NOT doing.
Women like to feel appreciated and loved. This is real life and not some porn. Porn does not depict real life sex. Many men seem to have a difficult time understanding that. I personally do not know of any girls that act or have sex like girls in porn do every time they have sex. Girls in porn get paid to perform like that, they have a script to follow, they usually prepare for a day or a few days before the shoot, many numb themselves with drugs and alcohol to be able to cope and many of them just go through the motions. You and your wife might have kids, she might be tired from working a full time job and also taking on the children and the household chores. Don't expect her to jump for joy when you press your erection into her lower back in bed at night. She would probably be happier with a foot rub or a massage. Speaking of that, when was the last time you rubbed your wives or girlfriends feet or gave her a nice and long massage without expecting any sex in return? If men would pay more attention to the woman in their life I can promise that most of those women would respond differently to the sex.
No need for expensive gifts, a lot of great things in life are free. Also a woman's sex drive is many times a mental thing. So the way she feels about you and how she responds to you is tied into how well you fulfill her emotional needs. Remember, this is real life and not porn. Also many women are not too thrilled that the man in their life might be spending more time watching porn instead of focusing his attention on her, very understandable. After all, that hot 19 year old that turns you on in that porn probably wouldn't pay you any attention in real life. And if she would most likely have to pay for it and that would make you feel pretty shitty about yourself in the end.
Also men have Viagra. That small pill that can turn them into a sex machine within an hour. Not that I think most men need Viagra, they are horny enough. Many of them willing to hump anybody that is willing.
Some girls I work with try to cash in on men that are unhappy with their wives. You know, say things like, "I am way sluttier than your wife." BS like that. Well, I don't act slutty at work. Gross. I am classy. And like I said, I don't want to hear it. If anything, bring in your wife or girlfriend and let me and her have a serious talk with you and set the situation straight.
You might thank me later for that.
I remember about a month was a slow starting night and me and a few of my co workers were sitting on the couch chatting. Something prompted the waitress to say that men come in to the club because they don't get what they want at home. The other girls nodded and agreed. I was the only one that objected. Listen, one woman can never fulfill a mans every is impossible. I can't be Asian or a busty Milf and a slutty daddy's girl in a weeks span. I can only be ME. There is NOTHING lacking at home. If a boyfriend of mine would tell me that he went to a strip club because I was lacking in any area I would laugh first then probably beat him thoroughly or kick him in his nuts. Fuck that shit. Besides a strip club is entertainment only, women are welcome to enter and watch and have fun too (if they are cool). Trust me, you can keep your man, I don't want him. Unless it's Chester Bennington. :-D
So, my advice attention to your partner, appreciate them, small things matter, give lots of foot rubs and massages, laugh together, do fun things together that create good memories. If there is an emotional bond, the sex will follow. That is enough on this rainy Sunday from Tatiana, your personal therapist. Free too....!

And before I upset any men out there. Yes, sometimes the woman is at fault. I know this. That is why I said that I side with what's right. ;-)


At home after a very uneventful Friday was very slow. Here are the funds that I have, one is for the animals, basically a spay and neuter collection for cats and dogs.
The other one I named "Tati's Tampon Fund" because I thought it was funny. Yes, this is my kind of humor. And no I do not need money for tampons, although I like to joke about that I do (sometimes) when I am at work......The proceeds from this will go to Lee Shore, it is a local safe haven for women and children that are victims of domestic violence and sexual assault. The money is gathering slowly but surely, I don't bring the funds out every night and ask for donations.....more on a seldom kind of level. And yes, every single dollar will go towards what I have intended for it, I am not going to pull an A-Rod and keep 90 % for myself. That would be wrong.

And the tampons are clean, we just dipped a few of them slightly in some cranberry juice. :-D
Well, I am yawning on repeat now. I have to wash my face before I go to sleep.